littlefussygirl-

New things in my life

2011-11-28T00:41:00.001+08:00

I bought myself a DSLR around September!

It's a hefty sum paid but I love it to bits. Count it as a personal early birthday present to myself :) Hees.

Anyways, on 18 October, mr. Bambam's sister got married! It was such a happy event :) She looks so gorgeous in her wedding gowns. I think I will be a fat bride if I'm not slimming down yet! Grr, better do something for myself now.

mr. Bambam told me we may ROM next year! I'm so looking forward to it!! I keep asking how he is going to propose but due to financial situation at the moment, he told me he's not confident of giving me a good proposal. At least he's upfront about it. I'm so glad we are both so honest about this to each other.

But he told me he would like me to slim down too to be the most beautiful bride :) I will try my best!!

Anyways, our house is still at the forst level piling. I hope it starts soon but also hope it doesn't because it means we need to save up fast!! Argh, in agony.

Wish that money can drop from the sky :P

Btw, I just passed my 23rd birthday with mr. Bambam in Genting, it was fun there going to casino and playing jackpots, roulette etc ;) I won abit, enough to cover my expenses and my braces! Oh, I forgot to mention, I'm getting braces!! Hahas, had my 2nd appointment already. Will be plucking my teeth on the 7th December this year.

Hope to get straight teeth soon.

Lastly, back to the topic of my birthday. About a month before my birthday, I remove the information from my facebook page. Cause I was thinking to myself, friends who wished my birthday last year were a plenty but this is because facebook have such a prompt on who's birthday it is on a particular day. I would like to know who are my true friends who will wish my happy birthday so I remove the information from my fb.

True enough, only 15 or less people wished me happy birthday, most of them are my colleagues. I was taken by surprise that 2 of my supposedly close friend did not wish me by fb or sms at all. Kinda disappointed in this 2 friends. Got me wondering if they know when is my birthday. This little test showed me who is my true friends and I'm glad that I did this, I'll treat all these people like treasures <3

Happy days

2011-09-10T17:53:00.003+08:00

Just a week ago, I brought my family, less Dad who is working, to Universal Studios Singapore ("USS"). I spend a bomb securing the 3 tickets but it was all worth it.

This trip is a delayed trip since June to reward my sister's hardwork. I told her that if she got top 10 in class, she will get a USS treat. And she really did!! She topped her whole class during mid year exams! Wows.. Come to think of it, this took me by surprise! I was a little skeptical about her getting good grades :P I'm sucha bad sister!

But nonetheless, her reward is given! We had the battlestar ride first and it was extremely frightening! Omgosh. But eventually, after all the rides, when we tried battlestar again, it felt like nothing. Hahas, first experience is always memorable..

Anyways, I borrow mr. Bambam's sister's digi cam and I lost the cloth bag that was protecting the camera!! :( Went to Sim Lim to buy another one for her but can't find the exact and got a hp pouch at $13 to replace instead. But it's still not the one. She says it's ok but I feel pretty bad about it :( I'm sorry!! >.< Over the weekend, I have splurge and got myself a dslr too! Love it to bits ;) Here's a shot of the fireworks to end my entry :) Tata

Step by step, to our own future

2011-09-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

Whoa, this was supposed to be a post 5 months ago and I didn't managed to complete it.

This is to update what's with my life for the past few months. :)

26 October 2011 - BTO application

24 November 2011 - Annoucement of results which is really a very good number for us after numerous tries (4 times?). It's a double digit number less than 50 and can you believe it? There was like 3000+ applicants vying for 300+ flats! :) Lucky lucky!

27 December 2011 - We were the last at HDB selecting our flat!! :) But bambam and I went very very early (like 2pm) there. I took half day and was extremely excited. Anyways, we have selected our little hommie and look forward to a future together :)$2000 fly away~~

23 April 2011 - Signed and paid for our agreement to purchase the flat. Anyways, Singapore flats are on lease for 99 years, not really 'purchase'. Can you imagine that? Spending 330k++ on a flat that doesn't belong to you and it's only 92sqm. Initial appointment was 3 April 2011 but bambam was still in Taiwan for his army so yeah, postpone till 23 April 2011. :)

And the past few months have been exciting visiting the plot of land that is about to build our future :)

31 July 2011 - Finally, the fence is up! :)

And till now, all the machinary and piling has started. Excited to see the first level up :)

Anyways, I gotten my bonus from my company! Quite a ok amount that is close to my expectation :) Cool!

11 July was our 6th year together, can you imagine that? And we still look like young couple :P Hahahahas.

Ok, so just to end with a photo of us :)

Unhappiness - please fly away..

2011-02-10T00:07:00.001+08:00

I've been feeling quite unhappy these days. Though it is the new year period, but the 'once happy and anticipated' me seems to disappear into thin air.

First day of CNY - ah gong was hospitalized due to breathless. He can't breathe well. My ah gong used to be so strong and healthy. Even much healthier than my ah ma. But now, he is weaker than ah ma le.

Ah gong is a man with little words but he is also a great figure in my life. I always hear my mummy telling me stories of how brave and clever my ah gong is. He is someone I respect alot even till now. I really hope he will
be well and also witness my wedding some day.

Unplan Suprises

2010-12-01T09:05:00.003+08:00

It was my birthday last week. I feel kind of old already. Like 22 years of my life has passed by just like this. Hahas.

Anyways, I had my company annual D&D last week too, a day after my birthday. I like RWS :) It's very fun!! :)

And on the same day, I got a result from my application. We got a q number ^_^ I'm so elated to know that!! Yays, double yays~!

I just hope everything goes fine with all the planning and of course, my examinations. Money is the biggest issue now, I hope we don't quarrel cause of money. Sighs! Now I understand my parents' problems.

Anyways, I'm at home now because my mum fall ill.. She keeps vomitting and vomitting for the entire night. I suspect it is due to food poisoning. My sister cooked a pot of maggiee mee the other day and it smells like detergent.

Nonetheless, I finished it all off! But my mum only had a few bites. I guess the older people goes, the weaker their immune systems are. I just feel unwell and want to vomit but shrugged it off and went to sleep. My mum had the more serious symptoms - vomitting, headache, sleepless.

I shall let her sleep now, going to wake her up soon to bring her to the doctor's. Ciao! Btw, if you see right --> you will see a FB like page for Sparky *my pet dog* Do remember to like and check out his videos and photos! Thanks! :)

Blogging!

2010-11-19T18:11:00.004+08:00

I realized everytime I blog, it's near the end of my exams! Haha.

What a coincident! :) Previ0usly, was talking about my new workplace. Omg! I don't regret moving cause I learnt alot here. And when I made mistakes, I found solutions on my own! *Some grave mistakes I did just recently =X*

Btw, heard from my ex-colleague the girl that took over my position in the other company left. I mean, why? Guess people are always looking for greener pastures. Though I would love to get additional $, but I think I would prefer to gain experiences first :)

Anyways, today I was having my accounts paper and I screwed it big time. Like, I can say overconfidence kill me! Haha, I thought my accounts was good enough, but, it wasn't! It's because I didn't practise enough. Oh my, what is done is done. I just pray for a pass will do :)

Btw, I did my passport yesterday, I hope it would be approved asap! Bambam and his friends are going Malaysia and I so wanna tag along! ICA, please make it approved by Wednesday, okok? :)

Gah, it's time for me to study hrm for tomorrow's last paper. After tomorrow, I will be a free girl! And not to mention, my family is celebrating my birthday tomorrow. Bambam celebrating it with me on Sunday @ Kushinbo! So sweet :) I love all my family and friends around me. I'm blessed :)

EXAMs OVER

2010-06-09T20:16:00.002+08:00

Phews, I'm so glad that my exams are over. I'm awaiting now for my results to be out on 28 June 2010.

Let's all pray for good news >.< Yikes.

Anyways, with a change of job, I became much poorer, I just realized that I've been financially controlling my finances since Jan 2010 and up till May 2010, I lost count and overspend.

So much for getting a cashbook and controlling finances. Haha, it backfired. Actually, it did not, it's just that I became lazy to write every single detail of what I spend so I overspend in the end.

I'll begin recording my finances again, I must keep to it. :)

Days have been kinda messy. Realized Jessica was lying to us alot of times. And that's so dumb of her to say different things to different people but these different people know each other.

Because, eventually, the different people will talk and realized you said different things to them and your lies will be exposed. So, don't lie, isn't that simple?

Maybe she hasn't grown up that's why.

Anyways, I'm thinking of how to grow my investment portfolio and earn more money, begin to look at stocks again. Haha, better stop better stop. Sighs.

Mr. Bambam is going to Brunei, I feel kinda sad and sians. And my weight is still the same.
I'm going off for some simple exercises. BYEs~

I'm glad I left

2010-05-26T12:03:00.002+08:00

There's so much happenings these few months.

I left that idiotic place already, was intially kind of dejected because I love the people there. But then, I found out it's not the same kind of feelings people have for me.

They like me, but they will move on. So why can't I?

Psst, do you know. That actually, I know how much they're offering the next person who is going to take over my place, and it's $2k+.

The moment I knew of these news, I was really disappointed in myself. Like why can't I make it? Why am I being offered lower for the same position? *Btw, I knew this before leavig the company but I still held my head high and do all the jobs right (I think I did all right)*

Then, I knew of that they're hiring 2 HR asst instead of 1. :)

I guess I can only self-praise myself. Because there's 2 to replace 1. Haha :)
Maybe I'm really a pro, lol *Pardon me, I'm trying to find all sorts of excuses to make myself seems more worthy :)*

Anyways, my new job, same pay, same job but different working hours. I get to leave office earlier by 1 hour. And 1 hour means alot. It meant that I can reached home before the sky falls dark, and it's a lovely feeling, I get to laze around in my sofa and watching the TV programmes.

Lovely, isn't it?

Better still, I can get to catch up with my friends.

Anyways, these few months, keep having outings with Lingy they all. I <3 them lots man! It's like long-lost friends found.

I mean, yeah, since secondary school, after the clique disperse, this is like heaven again.

I wish things will stay the same, ok?

Anyways, I realized people aged fast. It's like yesterdays since we were young and keep going out and now, we're talking about properties and weddings. Haha, like how time flies.

Really, we should cherish each and every second we have so that we can make the most out of it. If there're any anger or disputes, let bygones be bygones. It's harder to find good friends that stay for long.

So what if someone had backstabbed or badmouthed you once?
So what if they jepordize your life?
So what if they make you sad / angry at yourself or them?

It's up to us to stay happy, and we can, we shall, without worrying about them.

I finally learn, the power of happiness.

My degree is a worthless piece of paper

2010-02-28T22:04:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so fucked up now. Mood super bad and feeling is damn down.

Just 1 day ago, someone ask me why study in UniSIM, it's not even recognised and etc. Useless university, prospect good mehs?

I find lots of excuses to tell them that it's not the degree that matter the most, work experience and relationship with people also matters etc etc.

It made me so fed up.

Then today, my dearest bambam told me that his army mate say my degree is worth only a diploma, how should my feeling be?

WTH, I am putting in so much effort into this degree and everyone telling me this is worth nothing, what for should I put my heart into it?

Aiya, is all my fault, I choose the cheap university because I want to save money on education mah. So if I take a worthless piece of shit, is because I want save money.

For fuck la. Nabei. Chao chee bye.

admin vs manager

2010-01-26T17:06:00.001+08:00

As an admin (junior) position in a company, a person will always be looked down upon; no one will bother about her. Who cares about an admin anyways? She can be replaced anytime after all.

When I chased documents from them, they feel damn frustrated and give the “WHY THE HECK ARE U COMING AFTER ME AGAIN AND AGAIN?” kind of look. Gah, like I’m so interested in you and your forgetfulness. It’s not by my rules that I need those documents; it’s by the company’s policies. I’m not so damn free to go after you. Who wants to see you anyways? Don’t be too full of yourself.

When I scheduled for interviews, someone don’t even bother to do the interview because they are too busy, not free, and such miscellaneous events doesn’t even count into their daily lives. So, why am I working my butt off to get people in?

Then, when suddenly, their team member give a referral, it is a must for the candidate to come down. Don’t even need to bother me about this cause they can just come and go as they want. Yeah, I’ve rejected so many employees’ referrals that come down because we always need to schedule for a better time (when there’s available slots). How can I be so unfair and accept that particular referral just because it’s YOUR team member?

Yeah yeah yeah, and when I said that it’s not the first time you do such thing, you argue back. Come on, please do your math about what you did. You never take my interviews at least 3 times before, you randomly just asked a person down for interviews without any scheduling for the 1st time and then lastly, you threatened me to tell my supervisor about this (never schedule interviews before asking the person come down) and ask her to come and talk to you. You should have the decency to educate your own people about what is the correct way to give a referral, I’m not your maid to help you educate, go figure?

“Go and tell *her* lah, get her to talk to me lor!”

BIG FUCK?

Go hell lah, chao ke lan jiao kia! Speaking to you is so degrading on my part already. Just because you are holding a managerial role, you are big shot, right? I can’t help but feeling so dejected and hate this working environment. Why did I even decide to stay? Sighs, let go let go. Sabrina, it’s time to let go. 1 year is enough already.

BYE!

I'm Sorry

2010-01-14T09:55:00.002+08:00

I really don’t get it, what I said is wrong? I hate being straight-forward, but why can’t you think of your own first. I'm sorry for all that I have said but if what I have said really hurts you and you have decided that you don’t want me as a friend anymore, I’ll accept it.

Thanks for all these years of friendships (8 years) and I hope you will be happy living life as you would like to now.

Byebye~

Not very happy

2010-01-11T17:53:00.001+08:00

Argh, so angry mans! Not really angry la but is just the not very HAPPY type of mood. *BU SHUANG*

Just now, pretty girl come and ask “where’s Fiona?” So I tell her “Fiona’s not around, you looking for her for?”

She give me a *aiya, tell you also no use* type of look and say “It’s regarding my account; I have not received anything yet.”

Me gives a *oh, easy case lah, I know what to do* type of look and say “What’s your name? I help you check.”

She say “Oh, just now Lee Eng help me check Horgan already liao, don’t have at all.”

Me *scolding TMDCCB, of cus I know don’t have la, if not I check what sai for you* says “I’m checking with account services, the people who are suppose your account, not Horgan.”

She “Oh, my name is *spell out in full for me*” Me, “Okays.”

- goes on and call Ms. XXX from A/C opening to check what the hell happened –

This makes me feel so useless sia, I’m also in the same department but everytime, everyone assumes that I know nothing and don’t know what to do. Haiss, no one takes note of my existence de sia. I’m a useless fuck, don’t know what to do, don’t know what to do.

Just went out yesterday

2010-01-10T20:59:00.002+08:00

I went to my university orientation, was extremely excited about starting school again! Haha. There's like so many things to take note, and I'm tempted to buy a desktop ($999) for myself, should I?

After that, went to AMK and wait for Bambam. At night, went to his brother house to cut cake for Weifeng's bday. He keeps talking about my size, sighs, I'm really lazy, I suppose. After that, went out with Bambam and his army mates for a dinner @ Hougang.

The fish is like not-so-nice at all, but the lamb chop was lovely, nice nice! Then, after that, we fetch his army mate (Thomas) and his wife home and follow Ferguson (the other army mate) to Lakeside. *Wooo, like Seng Kang to Lakeside, is like almost 40min ride sia!*

We also asked Wilson along for supper dessert. Haha.

The chomp chomp beancurd like not so nice, more like jelly flavored. =X Hahas. Anyways, after that, went home and sleep. Oh! I bought a basic handphone for him as his current one is extremely old and spoilt already. I hope he loves it <3

Anyways, I saw this Jill Stuart mix blush compact, it's something I looking for quite some time, don't know should I buy anots! Argh, it costs like $80 lor, wah kaos! And I don't put make up often, I just like it cause is pretty.

Sighs, agony of a girl.

From Oct - Nov

2010-01-06T22:38:00.004+08:00

I'm back! Yeah, never blogged quite long.

Alot things happened during this time:-

Oct

- cook a fabulous meal for my dear~

- went for jessica bday and somehow, got closer to Lingy + Qiuting (it's like back in school days again)

- manicure + pedicure addict

Nov

- rebonded my hair, after so much hesitation and searching online for good home based saloon. I finally did it! HAHAs :)

- did my first waxing @ a home based saloon in punggol, damn clean! I'm addicted to waxing!

- steamboat with my friends @ yuki yaki

- celebrated my 21st Birthday! not very enjoyable throughout but it's nice with the mahjongs + phototaking sessions with my friends

- steamboat again with my friends + dear @ sukiyaki

- got my first branded watch from my godfather / godmother (my aunt) and my first branded pouch from my colleagues and all the very lovely presents from my colleagues and friends! :)

FAMILY

2009-10-29T23:05:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling a little emotional at the moment. Many things are going through my mind, and the most important factor is "Death".

"Death" is always a scary topic that I hate to touch on but has been going through my mind a million times. I remember when I was a teenager (though I am still in my 20, not yet 20s), I keep thinking what is "me"?

I always imagine as a person out of my "human shell" and visualising myself standing there, looking at "myself" doing what I am doing everyday.

What if one day, I die? What will happened to the people around me? What if one day, someone close to me die? What will happened to me?

I always never treat anyone good before, especially to my Family. I shout at my mum for getting on my nerves, asking me questions again and again and nagging me to do the housework for her. I tsk at my father for asking too many questions and asking me for a new handphone for him to use (as his was going to be spoil) and for sending me late to work and pretend to be asleep when he's asking me questions.

I bullied my sister to do all housework on my behalf and to take care of the dog. I even laughed at her and post her ugliest pictures in facebook.

I realized, I'm evil to my family.

Why can I be so nice and sweet to anyone else but not to my family? I am so wrong, extremely wrong in my own character.

What if one day, everyone disappear? There will be no one for me to ask "Meimei, is this outfit nice? Meimei, can you bring the dog down? Mummy, wash my clothes for me? Papa, bring me to work please?" and I'm all alone.

I can't imagine that, but I understand that one day, that situation will arise and be thrown directly to me.

How can I react? What can I do?

I don't want to live my life with regrets, I don't want to be grasping the empty air and cried myself to sleep.

And from today onwards, there must be a change in me. That's to treat my family like FAMILY, not like some unknown stranger I met on the road.

I LOVE YOU.

Bangs - Hair

2009-10-20T11:17:00.003+08:00

I was looking through my old photographs when I found this!

LOLs, this is super classic and cutes lah, wondering should I cut back the same hairstyle?*Ponders*

Jessica's Birthday

2009-10-11T10:49:00.002+08:00

I went to Jessica's 21st Birthday yesterday. It's kinda fun to meet up those secondary school mates again. We are still the same cracking the same old jokes.

I've asked Mr. Bambam to tag along in case I feel outcast by the clique but it seems that I can blend in extremely well though. - Sorry Mr. Bambam if you felt too bored >.<

I am so glad that I went to Jessica's birthday. I wonder how will it be like for my birthday.

As I could observe, Jess was totally out of breath during her birthday, handling all the operations like food, serving people, entertaining.

In the end, we self entertained ourselves by "MAHJONG".

It was really hilarious playing Mahjong, because most of us don't know much about it. Thanks to Lingy and another 高手 who keeps guide us how to play.

I already know these fews:-

1) Flower, if number is yours, got 1 tai

2) Animal (any), got 1 is 1 tai, 2 is 2 tai

3) Got 1 tai can hu already

4) Zhuang and opposite zhuang is 19 tiles, the other 2 is 18 tiles (double layers)

Then, I learnt:-

1) Pong pong hu got 3 tai

2) Hong zong, fa cai, bai ban if got 1 is 1 tai, got 2 is 2 tai

3) Usually play maximum can win is 5 tai

4) Kang, everyone must pay the person who kang

5) Person who give the winner hu must pay double the amount

So fun mans! LOLs, it is really entertaining sia. Den we crack so many stupid jokes about each other, and knowing we didn't mean much, it was really siao eh.

Anyways, my birthday party is like 42 days later, I wonder will I be so busy anots. I hope to find a few coordinators like my friends to help me out (Jessica has a few friends to help her, especially Gabriel sia!)

I guess I need more people to help me; rallying help now!

Hehes, Mr. Bambam is out of the question cus he will be in Camp on FRIDAYs.

So, please help me out~!

Forseen Sabrina dying on the grounds at Aloha Loyang Garden Bungalow 3 on 20th November 2009.

=X CHEERS~

Ageing process

2009-10-03T22:18:00.003+08:00

Today is mid-autumn festival. This used to be a look forward event for our family when I was still a kid.

Usually, our family will meet up at our grandparents' place and have a BBQ for all sorts of events. The kids (which refer to me+cousins) will always end the night with a tour around the neighbourhood with our brightly lighted lanterns.

I still remember we almost burned down the playground literally. And how once I met my schoolmates when we were having a brisk walk in the park.

Those were the days but it seems that when we grow up, everything changes.

The grass-patched park was torn down and replaced by concrete grounds. My grandparents moved and stay in with my uncle as the unbearable neighbour keeps disturbing them.

Now, the mid-autumn event seems like a chore to some of my cousins, finding it unnecessary to turn up even though grandmother has called several times. As I'm silently reprimanding them for their crimes, I myself am also guilty of being unfilial. I cringed too sometimes at the sound of the phone ringing, it's definitely my grandmother who is asking what time will we arrived at her place.

Today, I had the dinner as usual. But I found out something unusual this night. Grandfather's legs were as big as an elephant's. It seems that he has gotten some type of illness and it caused his leg to swell.

I'm still feeling kind of sad that I have neglected my grandparents so much and that the kids grew up too fast.

Mummy decided to take leave on Tuesday to accompany Grandfather to the polyclinic. I was reluctant to take leave as 1) I don't know if my leave can be approved 2) I'm afraid of not having enough leave anymore 3) Too many things piled up for me to clear at work

So I told mummy straight that I am not able to accompany her on Tuesday.

However, she struck me back with a question that I felt ashamed of myself, "Do you still remember that they (referring to grandparents) took the effort to come over and fetch you to the clinic the day when you were extremely sick?" [Refer to this post "Sick"]

Argh, shiat! Gotten me with that. Yeah, if my grandparents can take care of me when I felt extremely unwell, why can't I do the same to them?

So I made up my mind to take that day off on Tuesday.

I love you, my family.

When you feel sad, my heart breaks

2009-09-22T22:39:00.002+08:00

I was having my facial today when I heard a tick.

It's his sms. Followed by the ringing of my phone. I couldn't pick up the call as I was still having my mask on and I felt helpless.

I knew something bad must have happened, but I keep wishing that he had only good news for me.

"Life sux" - I totally agreed. But I don't want you to feel sad.

Life is always unfair, there's no justice in it. But what we can do is to make life feel happier for us.

People failed 100 times in life before they become successful. And my bambam, I know you are the successful person in future. It's just that you are going through the failing chapter of your life.

Envy is evil, it kills your heart. What we can do is to congratulate them and share their happiness. Transform our saddness into someone else happiness.

Bambam, as long as we know we are the best, it's already a prize for ourselves. People may not recognised it, people may often forget it. But the memory will stay on because it's your memory.

I love you no matter what happens, where you are. My heart will always be with you. When you are joyful, I feel glad. When you are sad, my heart fills with sorrow. It's a mysterious bond that tie your feelings to my.

And when the world turns its back on you, you still have me around.

Rain: My feeling

2009-09-21T18:40:00.003+08:00

I love Singapore because it's rainy over here.

I like the rain, but I hate the feeling of enjoying the rain alone. I'm getting a little miss-ing you type of feeling again.

It's 11 days gone for your holidays and now you're back in the camp again.

My dear, I know it's going to be hard on you for you are all alone in the vocation. But promise me you will be strong and hang on.

I know it's tiring to think of the future for both of us, to save up for our wedding and to make me a happy bride.

But for me, nothing matters except your own health. Promise me you will stay healthy for me. I don't want to see you down, or gone.

I want to enjoy the rain with you, to walk in the weather, just holding your warm hands so tightly that I can feel extremely secure. I can just sit on the bench near the beach and watch the waves coming in and forth and lie on your shoulder and just rest my eyes in peace.

I know you are disappointed at yourself for not making it but my dear, you've lost 10kgs in the whole BMT and you're excelling in all the stations except standing board jump and I can say, I'm proud of you no matter what.

And like how you once said before, the enjoyment of the rain is not just looking out of the window directly but to face the sky and look at the rain dropping down. To let the raindrops fall on your face, that's the enjoyment of looking at the rain.

We belong together.

2009-09-20T21:36:00.010+08:00

"I only think of you on two occasions. That's day and night."

One fine day, I suddenly heard this song on my MP3 "We belong together - remix" by Mariah Carey and heard this particular part that I feel was really sweet.

So happily, I went to tell Mr. Bambam. Conversation was roughly as follows:

Me: "I only think of you on two occasions lehs."

Him: "o.O when?"

Me: "That's day and night. So this means I am thinking of you always."

Him: "Oh.. Really? Hmm..."

Me: "Hehe" *So happy that I am so sweet to him*

Suddenly,

Him: "I also think of you on two occasions only."

Me: "Ehh, you cannot copy me one. Blehs."

Him: "Noo, my is not the same. I think of you when I breathe in and breathe out. That is much more than you think of me. :)"

Me: "...... power..."

In fact, it's kinda sweet though :) I love you, Mr. Bambam

I LOVE YOU

2009-09-20T21:22:00.001+08:00

This is too cute to be missed :)

Mr. Bambam's POP Day

2009-09-18T23:18:00.004+08:00

My Bambam has POP-ed! Haha, it's actually last week thingy but I have not blogged about it.

I took leave for the 2 days to accompany him. His POP was very nice, except the fact that the whole family + me mistook another person as him and took pictures for the wrong guy. *Pengz* Really fainting sia.

So, I promised Mr. Bambam that if he buy a DSR camera

for me, I will zooooooom in and take pictures of him for the passing out vocational thingy. I swear I won't see wrong since I can zoom x alot alre

ady.

Anyways, let photographs do the speaking instead of me typing :)

SICK!

2009-09-06T09:04:00.000+08:00

Never felt so sick before. Was in bed for 2 whole days. Can you imagine that??

Thursday not feeling well already, went home and slept exactly at 10pm, didn't even bother to bathe. At about 2am, I woke up feeling very hot. Went into mummy room and ask her did I have a fever, she say no have la, anyhow say.

I went back to sleep. About 30 minutes later, stomach felt abit discomfort, rushed into the toilet and puke. Saw some black coloured item coming out, unsure what it is. Went back to sleep, not long later, same thing happen. Went to the toilet to puke, same black coloured thingy.

Mum ask me did I eat the food on the table last night, I say yes, the mushroom, she scold me. She say that is leftover food, cannot eat one. Now I know what is that black coloured thingy already, it's mushroom.

Mum scold dad also cause dad never throw away the food and left it on the table. Feel very very uncomfortable. Puke the 3rd time. Morning came, everyone went to work. I'm alone at home.

I felt very very very sick, I can't even pull myself out of bed and go see doctor. Called mummy and cried. She ask Ah ma and Ah gong to bring me go see doc.

Have a fever, food poisoning, thoart infection, cold. Argh, feel so cold.

Went back ah ma house and sleep. Whole day never eat anything, no appetite. Ah ma help me put cold water on my body to make my temperature go down.

Went home, mummy cover me with 4 blankets, I keep sweat and sweat, about midnight like that felt a bit better, next morning went out to see chinese doc.

Came home, vomitted again. :'(

Fever came back, no mood but keep sleep again, this time is my Mr. Bambam with me cus my whole family went out.

Mr. Bambam spend the entire night last night to sponge me with cold water, in hope of my fever go away. Every 5 seconds help me change water, help me use the towel and wipe my hands + legs.

My fever still no go, but he still keep help me sponge my body. Every half an hour ask me wake up drink more water and eat medicine when the time reached. At about 11pm, my body temperature dropped finally. Mr. Bambam too tired, slept on the floor. I went to toilet saw him sleep there, so I went to take pillow and bloster and blanket for him.

I must say I have the best boyfriend in the world because when I am sick, he take care of me like a precious baby.

Under his care, I felt better faster! I love you Mr. Bambam!!

I hope to feel better sooner. Doc advice me not to go out, so I will just stay in. I think office environment also quite dirty, need to sterilise there already.

Missing someone is tough

2009-08-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

My precious bambam got out of camp only last night 10.30pm.
He was outfield for 5 days last week. DIdn't spoke to him for 5 days. OMG, seriousness~ Missing him. Last night went out with his bunk mates and had supper at RK house.
Hmm, been there with relatives before already.

He had maggie goreng. I had only one cup of tea. Don't feel like having supper so late (1.30am). OMG.
Reach home about 3.15am, slept like a pig till 9am-10am.

Went his house at about 12pm, watch tv and see him play mahjong via viwawa. Abit dumb =X Hahaha.
Den ate dinner at his house (Maggie Mee).

AND only these 2 days, I gained back the weight that I intially lost. WTH! I swear man, I'm not going to skip my exercise routine and will eat less.
Tomorrow Lynn is on leave, only Fiona and me around.

I think I better do the payroll consol for Junior and concentrate on creating the EHF + bank a/c for the newbies.
I hope I can get my pay this week! ^_^

Anyways, he's going POP soon. I'm taking leave for those dates + my birthday! Happy~~

I pray hard nothing's bad gonna happen.

Anyways, Guanyin really very zhun. The other day, I couldn't find an important document and was on the verge of crying already (cause it will be a very very big mistake if I misplace the documents). So I keep praying hard in my mind to Guanyin that I have to find the documents out.

About a few hours later, I did a search again and really found it. (Kinda weird cause I search almost everywhere for it already).

Anyways, I thank with all my heart to the religion I believe in. Although I know Buddhism isn't about getting wishes fulfilled but I'm just glad :)

As I penned down these words, I'm also missing somebody. (Mr. Bambam)

I don't know why but it is going to be a long week for me this week. Mr. Bambam, you have to be strong. So do I.
好想你喔～真想时间过的快一点。。

明白你也和我一样，也想时间过的快一点。
我们要坚强，一定可以过这一端日子的。

我爱你！

Missing someone is extremely tough. It's like knowing he is so near but when you're unable to see him, you feel that the distance is so far apart.
It's like knowing he is thinking of you the same way you think of him, but you can feel tears uncontrollably drop down.
However, when you see him, there's no words to put it through.

It's the hug, the touch and the kiss that will tell those untold miseries that you had faced.
I love you.

It's the weekend!

2009-08-28T10:33:00.001+08:00

我好开心！

Because it’s Friday! I’m so glad and excited! No work for weekend, only relax and relax.

But too much relaxation can just be so bored too =X
I think I will get Bambam to bring me for kite-flying this Sunday before his book-in.

Goodness, 6 days without talking to him at all! OMG! I wonder what exciting events had happened to him in the outfield at Tekong.

These few days at work is kinda busy, busy with interview scheduling, Shenton invoices checking, payroll, e-HR thingy, clean up of referral tracking, interview tracking, assessment taken tracking, p-file scanning and reference checks.

Whoa! So many many things to do, but luckily, it’s slowed down already. Leave updating is taken out of my job scope. Soon, I will have to push everything back to the managers and slowly by slowly, my contract end date is nearing! Whoo Hoo~

12th January 2010, I’m so looking forward to you. It’s time for me to check for any university openings and study my degree. I want to work and study part time. Hopefully, I can get a job in the sales line (where your hard work is paid off via commission!).

Hehe, excited just thinking about it.

Btw, I’ve my own savings now. Not that much but I hope to get more money so that I can concentrate on my studies and maybe get my own house earlier :)

Happy happy.

Anyways, my birthday is nearing! It’s 23rd Nov wors. I will be having a chalet at Aloha Loyang, the Garden Bungalow. Still unsure of what theme to do up for my birthday lehs.

OMG, sure going to spend at least 1k on this birthday! Gah! I hate spending money.

Tata, gonna go le. Byes~

Information about Aloha Garden Bungalow

GARDEN BGL 3, 4, 5, 7, 11 & 13

There are six Garden Bungalows.
These single-storey bungalows, surrounded by open field, are fully furnished with a living room set with TV and games table; dining room; air-conditioned bedrooms furnished with beds , wardrobes, dressers, bedside tables and wall fans; toilets/bathrooms with shower heater; BBQ pit and a fully equipped kitchen.

4 bedrooms, 2 queen size beds, 4 single beds, 4 bedrooms with attached toilet cum bathroom, 1 common toilet cum bathroom.

The suitable group size for day use is 40 persons only. 8 persons only for night use.

Sparky has been very naughty today

2009-08-07T11:09:00.000+08:00

Today, Sparky has been very very naughty. I will spank him tonight so that he can never bark at anyone else again.

Sparky today in lift, one old man inside ask me he how old. He’s 4 years old. He never barks at old man. The old man is good person. The old man is a friendly person, Sparky knows.

The 3rd floor, the auntie came in. The auntie is my neighbour but I never greet her. I don’t like to greet anyone because I think call people Auntie sounds too old and I don’t even know them well.
Not sure why though but Sparky suddenly bark and want to pounce on the Auntie. It was a good thing that I was grabbing the leash very tightly. I squat down, cornered Sparky and pat Sparky to make him calm down so that he will not bark.

I’ve reached the floor, the Auntie is my neighbour, she goes out of the lift same time as me.

The Auntie began screaming at the top of her lungs. The Auntie began shouting. I stayed at my house, I feed Sparky. I am extremely angry. I am not a rude girl, I want to say sorry, I don’t want them to take Sparky away.

The Auntie tell the other neighbours that Sparky will bite, Sparky is a bad dog, I am a bad girl, I have no manners, my name is Sabrina, I am a bad girl, I am extremely rude, I don’t have any manners, I don’t know how to say sorry, she is scared of dogs, Sparky bark her, I have no manners, nobody teach me.

I hear these words clearly. My anger turns to fear. I ran out without my shoes, I say, Auntie, I am sorry. I cannot say sorry just now because I need to pat Sparky so that he will not bark again. I am sorry sorry sorry.

The Auntie still continue to scream, I ran back to my house. Daddy went out. I don’t know what did Daddy say. I saw Sparky. I hate him. I beat his buttocks, I hit very very hard, I spank and spank. I vent my anger and fear on him. I kick him. I hate him.

Sparky ran all the way to his kennel. Daddy came back and want to pull him out. Sparky growled.

I sat at a corner and I cried. I feel very fearful. I don’t dare to see the Auntie. I hate her, I don’t want to live with neighbours. They are all very very scary people, they want to take my Sparky away.

I feel very very fearful, I am very very scared. I cried all the way to work, I cried when I was working, I cried when I think about going home. I hate to go back to my house. I don’t know what will happen next. I don’t want to see that Auntie. I am scared of her.

I'm tired

2009-08-06T15:20:00.000+08:00

I’m so freaking sians. At here, everyday must ensure everyone gets paid duly and on time. However, when it comes to my freaking fucking pay, it always late and never on time. I can never know when can I really get paid which freaking day.
At here, people gets paid additional days cause they are being paid on the 20th of the month. Me? I slog out whole month, want to get that tiny winy pay but I don’t even know when I can get that fucking pay.

At here, there are so many things to do, I start work early, go home late. People come late, go home same time as me. What that heck?
Work also cannot relax.

Super sians, I hate this feeling. Being buried under a lot of workload. Or maybe it’s really my incompetence that I cannot cope. Seriously, I am f useless. Useless thing in this world.

Go and die lah!

11th July 2009

2009-07-13T17:49:00.001+08:00

想念你又好担心你
这些日子我一直在想如果没认识你，我到底会是一个怎么样的人？

一定是一个不会为别人照想的一个人。

因为认识了你，我变得比较懂事了。。。

有些是我还是不懂，但我相信有你在的日子，我会成长，和你一起活到老。

我们长大了。好不容易也在一起四年了。
时间真的不知不觉的过了。

我非常非常的爱你喔！
请你不要泄气，请你坚持下去！

加油了，我的bambam!

誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友

2009-07-12T11:47:00.004+08:00

Got this from email send by yuye. I find it quite true because it is all done by Mr. Bambam :)

I guess he's really the most wonderful boyfriend that anyone would like :) Anyways, yesterday was our 4th year anniversary! I love him more than ever. And so by luck, he passed his IPPT and he came out on Thursday night and I'm on leave on Friday! So lucky :)

Anyways, I went to pray last night at Loyang Tua Pek Gong again. This time, I am praying for something else. I hope it will come true :)

Just to share the email send by yuye (I simply love it):

＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊

普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。

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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。
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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。
男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。

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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。

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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。
男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。

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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。

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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。
男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。

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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。
男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。

Pretty Girls don't like Sabrina

2009-06-22T11:37:00.001+08:00

ARGH! I hate pretty girls because pretty girls don't like Sabrina.

Pretty girls are evil to Sabrina and call Sabrina name wrongly. Pretty girls don't like Sabrina.

Boo hoo hoo! :'(

Stupid Driver

2009-06-19T14:22:00.001+08:00

Kan*** la! C******!

Wha lao eh, eye pa jiao isit!
Idiot lor, this type of people. Rainy day already cham enough, still need extra one BMW black car to drive through and splash the puddle of water on me!

Na***!

Somemore, I wear the dress is my first time wear one! ARGH! I hate these type of driver. Just like that time, I cross halfway honk me that driver. I zi tao point lors!!! ARGH! KNS.

My colleagues all say I overreact =( If overreact ar, I sure throw stones and scratch that car liaos. Super tulan!Today is a tulan day! TULAN AR!! Stupid drivers. I hate stupid people driving nice cars. IDIOTs!

No bambam = useless me

2009-06-19T13:39:00.000+08:00

I feel so disgusted at some people. I hate these type lor. Super *&^%$#$%^*(, guys are jerks sometimes.

Lucky my bambam is the best guy and a godsend to me :)

I LOVE YOU BAMBAM!

Anyways, I feel so useless without bambam around. Yesterday went swimming with Gladi, after that, went compass point to buy my weighing machine. After buying the weighing machine, Gladi and I went to Subway to grab a dinner, so we decided on the tuna meal.

Buy finish le, I carry the big big weighing machine and a tray of food and walk to find seats. Den suddenly, the drink toppled and spilled on me. No one to help me :( I just walked all the way to a seat

Sadden, no bambam = I very helpless. :(

Face Threading

2009-06-15T23:02:00.003+08:00

Wee, today is Monday. Supposingly to be a sad Monday but it ended up quite okay for me lehs :) Finished the leave consolidation and tomorrow will focus totally on payroll.

:) After work, I left on the dot at 6.30pm cause I'm meeting Gladi to do facial threading! Make my way down to Tampines and Gladi is already shopping for clothes. Wah, she bought $60+ of clothes. Cool sia! I wish I have some clothes that suit me but now is the time to lose weight before I can fit into nice clothes :(

So, we went to the place. I did my usual package. The girl keep promoting other things to me. If I have money, I will take but I don't have money ma and I need to save :( But my face is really rotting. Sighs :(

Anyways, Gladi signed the package for face threading which means that I have partner next time for threading! LOLs :)

Gladi also promised to go out with me more often. I'm extremely touched, serious! I thought she will forget me when she got boyfriend but it seems not. I LOVE YOU GLADI!

Next, we went watson to look for digital weighing machine. I found none at wastons so I made my way to guardian! And I really saw the weighing machine costing $25.95 for normal digital weighing machine and $35.95 for the analysis weighing machine. OMG! I really don't know buy which. So I didn't.

We went to sushi deli and we saw Auntie Ah Xiu! ARGH! So long time no see, chatted for like 5 minutes. Auntie very good to us. We bought sushi from her and will buy more next time so that she can get good sales! :)

Den we went face shop. Face shop having discounts now!! So I bought a tea tree pimple gel for only $11.50. It should be $14.90 I think. 25% discounts lehs, that time Gladi should have waited for the GSS :( But we too bought the same color nail polish! I'm so gonna paint my nails this Saturday! YAYS!

After that, we went to the back to eat sushi. I'm so full after a few sushi. I told Gladi that I cannot finish and she help me finish the handroll. PRO! Jenhan called, but I missed the call! I'm so utterly sad. He called at 9.46pm but I returned the call only at 9.55pm which means he only has 5minutes to talk! ARGH!!!! I shouldn't have missed his call! :(

So, we chatted for only 5minutes 25seconds :( But mr. Jenhan says if I got the budget, then I can buy the weighing machine but if not, I should not buy. But I really die die want to lose weight, I need to see grams by grams to motivate myself, so I decided to go compass point and check if they sell the similar weighing machine there. I'm gonna get one for myself no matter what.

Just reached home. It's 11.11pm, I need to sleep soon. Good night :)

Missing Bambam

2009-06-14T22:21:00.002+08:00

Argh, finally finished 2 days of full shift at sakae.

Super dragged and tired sia! I'm gonna sleep at 10.30pm sharp! NO MORE PET SOCIETY for me.

Tomorrow have to clear payroll issues. I'm feeling a little missing-someone these days. It's always 9.30pm that I looked forward to so that I can at least spend 15-30 minutes talking to mr. Jenhan.

I'm just lol-ing the status update of bambam. Wilson must have gone into his account and say "first 2 weeks of enlistment is so torturous, lucky i have a laptop with me~" LOL. If only they knew that it wasn't mr. Jenhan that posted that.

Right now, I can only curb my missing for him by looking through his pictures at facebook. I wonder how he will look like when he's out! >.<

Bambam says that army food is very filling and alot. He says if never exercise, sure fatter than eddie. OMG! *Part of me hopes he is still as fat so that I don't have to slim down, another part of me wish he will slim down and become fit! I must slim down toooooo~*

Anyways, so coincidentally, mr. Jenhan bunk mate no. 8 is Thomas. He's my primary school mate who always bully me! Heard that he's married and with a kid soon. Wooooo, time flies ar. About 9 years before, he is still a kiddo in primary school. LOLs.

Anyways, I met alot of people these days that marry early. Wha >.< I wonder when will be my turn. LOLs, I'll settled down when I have enough cash so... GLADI, stop probing! LOLs.

Quite alot of things to do next week! Wed = threading, Fri = I have a AGM dinner at Hilton hotel, Sat = Volunteering work (Company), Sun = Full shift at sakae.

I aim to save at least 5k by January 2010! Hope I can fulfil my aim!

GO GIRL SABRINA! It's 10.34pm, I'm popping to sleep now! Ciao~

1 day leave (b4 Bambam enlistment)

2009-06-11T20:58:00.002+08:00

Today is 11th June 2009. It's also 1 month before our 4th year anniversary!

Wha, time flies very fast. We used to be 2 kiddos being in love, and now, it's like 4 years down the road, and we are already grown up adults ^_^

And today, I finally got my wish! To take neoprints with him before enlistment! ^_^ Neoprint-ing seems to be more expensive now, used to be like 7-8 dollars for that few shots, now, it became 11 dollars for that few shots.

But, nonetheless, it was enjoyable. We went bugis to take the neoprints! :) Like 2 adults in the misdst of little secondary school kids. Haha.

After the neoprint taking, we went to have lunch. I initially wanted to treat him MOF because it is really nice but he declined as the prices are high. Like 25+ for a meal. So we ended up in SAKAE to have our lunch. It was nice! But, we are not like the past already. In the past, we can eat like 10 plates each and a donburi each. But today, only one donburi each person and 1 color plate + 1 red plate shared ^_^

Really grow old liao. Hahaha. Anyways, we went down bugis and I wanted to get myself a wallet.
So we pop by wallet shop and I bought a pink long wallet! ARHHHHH, my long time favourite! Long wallet! Hahaha. But I will change only when I feel like it. :P

After that, we went illuma. The long escalator is quite scary =X

Walk around and got a jelly lens. But it is not really working as I thought :( Sadden. After that, we went compass point and got his shower gel and sparky's food! Lastly, home sweet home.

He's having dinner with him family now, I think :) So, tomorrow will be his enlistment date. I wish my BAMBAM all the best and with honour and glory! :) I LOVE YOU!

2009 1st Post :)

2009-06-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

Whoa, it's been like 1 year + that I've stop posting!OMG! :) Why the sudden comeback? Because bambam is going in army and so I will write down my daily feelings / weekly (don't think can be frequent) so that he can read it one day ^_^

And I got a sudden feeling that I will be very very lonely now since all my friends are very busy with their own life. Sighs~ I guess I have to learn to be alone! GAMBATTE KUDASAI!

Jiayou jiayou.

Anyways, friday, we went night safari and went east coast eat. The gong gong is NOT ENOUGH! ARGH! Next time, we should order 3 big plates each for ME, BAMBAM and WILSON (Big Wife).

LOLs! After makan, we cab-ed to my house and took the car out for a drive. We went to Loyang Tau Pek Gong and pray. It's at so much ease to pray as there are very very few believers at that point of time (1am?). I don't know why but I feel very peaceful at the temple :)I will keep believing in what I am born to believe in ^_^

After prayers, we just sat around and I played with the Ice-Cream Machine!!! It was a surprise because I never buy ice cream from that type of machine before!! So we sat around the temple for a couple of minutes and then we left.

Next stop! CHANGI~ I keep say I want to see "ah gua", so bambam no choice, have to drive to Changi and let me "droooool" over the "ah gua". We went 3 rounds! The "ah gua" are like super figure-licous lah! I saw one, "her" figure is damn good and "she" just wear a bikini top and a mini skirt, it was soooooooooo sweet! "Her" build is very very small and has big boobs! OMG, I can't stop envying! (Damn it! How can a girl lose to a GUY??!)

LOLs, after that, we went to seletar reservior! There got alot people and some race their cars, not bad sia, never seen such places before.

And I fell asleep in the car, so bambam decided it was time for us to go home (3am+).

Home sweet home!

Saturday

Went to Sakae for a very very EXCELLENT lunch! I miss SAKAE peeps! Gave Singpei a cards I made, it was a bit ugly but I really think she is the best manager around ^_^ Thanks for showing us how the world is from Nov 2006 - 2008. Been working Sakae for like 3 years already. Really very long :)

Jog alone at night as I really want to train up for 42k if possible for Standard Chartered Marathon this year.

JYJY Sabrina!

photographs

2008-03-08T14:20:00.000+08:00

Ah Gong and Ah Ma :)

ME!! with make up and nice eyes ^_^

Me again >.<

Me and my sister :)

He's so old yet still acting like a puppy :P

Macho dog :)

MB's last day

MB's jump!

Me with my specs *new* :)

More pictures up next :)

2008-03-08T14:13:00.000+08:00

yays!

finished my 3 years in school.. and hopefully, can pass >.< *prays hard* i went to buy a 3-in-1 printer lehs from the IT show.. mum keep pestering me to buy printer.. the brother brand.. only 88$.. cheap la.. can do so many functions, good le lor.. use 88days can le.. HAHA.. anyways, went out with janis they all the day exam finished!! wow~ collected my dress.. was kinda disappointed cus it was kinda BIG! shitty.. >.<>.<

den wed, went for facial with hr.. wah!! eye-opener, very comfortable and soothing..
and i fallen aslp on the bed -.-

thurs work full with my bunch of sakae frens :)
and yesterday was the IT show outing..
after which, JEROME came and pull me to thomsom..

sushi tei is nice to eat :)
ohh!! and singpei realized there is staff that are DUMBER than me.. in sushi tei..
HAHAHA..

cus she was tasting the shoyu.. (soy sauce) which is SUPPOSED to be salty ma..
den she keep commenting, "this shoyu is really got sweet base one.. so sweet.."
so i said, "maybe the staff very dumb, even more dumb than me.. go and put sweet sauce inside the shoyu container.."

and she gave me -.-' face.. and said, "cannot be.. no one will be so dumb.."
so, we all happily eat and eat with the sweeeeten shoyu..
den singpei cannot stand it already.. she say, "i wanna ask if their shoyu has sweet base"

me and jerome looked at her.. and we say OYAPAYASHOM.. to see whu ask..
den singpei tio!!

so she ask the staff "your shoyu is sweet base type? how come got ar?"
the staff (DAMN SHOCKED) "huh, cannot be!! it is salty.."

so the staff took the whole container, changed a new one for us to try..
and yes, we found out that their shoyu are SALTY..

means.. there is actually someone DUMBER than me in this world!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i'm not so dumb yet :P

okies..
i installed and tried my scanner, fun fun!!
pictures out next as usualy ^_^

Lingy~

2008-02-02T01:15:00.000+08:00

Went to see Lingy yesterday after school..
Basically, i spend the whole day outside.. totally forgotten about IB and CRM..

guess so, i have flunked my CRM..
anyways, side track away from studies..

lingy treated me to waruku pasta and i tell you, they never fails to disappoint me again..
erm, except the fact they keep wanting to keep the menu away from us -.-
lingy was boiling like -.- LOLs..

anyways, the pasta i ordered was superb! soup pasta.. creamy sauce and yummy..
i also like their okono.. cheesy and nice, but their fried ebi like ma chaim not worth it sia..

$8.80 for 5 pcs of small prawns.. and small is really small!!
smaller than sakae's Ebi Temp..
think as small as sakae's ebi sushi..

-.- sians..
den me and lingy was like, wha, so small ar..
nvm..

anyways, lingy like my food alots.. hehe..
i also love it, but my tummy was so big after the meal.. haha..

as usual, after that day waruku trip with rongs, i fall in love with the tiramisu parfait there..
although it is not like the best in the world but it's nice and kinda big ^_^

so i recommended lingy to order it..
by that time, i was already too full and reject the offer to have a dessert..
GUESS WHAT!

the manager make the parfait in a bigger cup with 2 mini tiramisu cake on the top and serve us..
It's because we 2 are sharing therefore, he thought of brightening our day by making a bigger portion..
awww.. dat's very sweet..
4.8 stars for the customer service.. (erm, they lost 0.2 star due to keep wanting to keep our menu at the start or they will be the best le!!!!)
4.5 stars for the food..

think maybe they should come out with more ideas on what food to serve..
if not i will be like sians to go eat le..

*Swensens is one good example.. -.- not much attractiveness*
after eating, lingy went to have her hair cut b4 cny..
we went chapter2..

i like the service of panny kwan.. i want him to be my hairstylist in future i go there..
actually, he cut lingy's hair the standard is not bad, but lingy looks pretty ^_^
what i like is actually the service he provides..
he was super gentle when treating the hair and gives alot of constructive comments la!!

the way he speaks is different from the rest and he protrays a very gentle and care for customers type of attitude.. not bad sia..
next time, i wanna go there cut hair ^_^

that is the end of my day ba! hehe ^_^

back :)

2008-01-27T09:53:00.000+08:00

thx to ah rongs! i'm finally back to my blog..

cause i realized i still have 1 loyal reader!!!!
OMG! :P

Okies.. it's like half a yr i havent blog.. anw, i love shopping (out of topic)
i love the dinner and dance for sakae during oct cause i got a lucky draw vouchers :P
i love shopping with rongs, jul and char cause it's for new year and i get new clothes ^_^

ohhhh..
and during the time i didnt blog, i got a new doggy lehs!
and i went mrs lee house during xmas..

anw, i slogged my life during xmas (while ah rongs slog her life during new yr)
but we got exchaged pressies and i got a ultimate big winnie the pooh from jerome
(terry keep insists on changing with me.. [sp say he very gay lehs.. LOLx..])

and my dearest sp left the outlet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
which is the ultimate super duper saddest thing to happen in 2008!
i mean how can?
somemore, we didnt take much photos together..

and i super duper love the k-box session that our outlet has for [our] birthdays..
i really miss her la.. honestly, although i'm scared of her..

if she is not around, there's no one to control us and scold us..
that's why i very slack nowadays at work!!!!

haissssssssssssssss..
maybe after all, we must accept that people come and go bah!!!!

saddened..

anyways, i will be leaving sakae after graduation..
that will be another turning point for me again..

CAN I DONT GROW UP, pls?

2007-09-23T11:34:00.000+08:00

2 beautiful swans

cute rights? love the dogs :)

at taman .. was raining that day..

the waterfall.. there are so many there.. :)

photographs showcasing inscets..

saw many squirrels there too!! and they are always biting a nut..
i wonder where they go and find de..
but their pictures are very hard to capture..

and i saw a PINK dragonfly..
i wonder if it dropped into a pail of pink paint and survive =X

2007-09-23T11:22:00.000+08:00

hmm, ipp for 4 weeks le..
i can say it's fun filled with events at times..

and pretty slack on certain days..

but my supervisors~ are very nice..
and we've been treated with lots of different mooncakes
from different places..
*the best mooncake is the champagne mooncake which i give 5 stars!!!*

being a marketing communications manager is really exposure to the outside world and media..

however, journey to the place takes a long 1.5hr bus ride.. sighs :'(
the place is really beautiful with different plants and animals..
quite a nice enviornment :)

pictures up next :)

2007-09-23T11:12:00.000+08:00

20th 20th 20th

feb feb feb

OMG OMG OMG!

guess what :P

short hair

2007-08-14T14:17:00.000+08:00

for the upcoming exams, no blogging~

but i'm not studying too..
haha
anyways, i CUT my hair short..

my 1 and 1/2 year of growing my hair is cut short le..
must regrow..

dont look at me now, damn nerd la with short hair.. haha..

Driving Lesson 3

2007-08-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

My 3rd driving is better than my 2nd~
I didnt stalled at all!!
which is great..

*i think i did, once.. hmm..~*

and i drove from punggol to sengkang to hougang and near ubi area!!
OMG~

there were so many cars from sengkang onwards until i quite nervous..
and i think alot of the PRO-DRIVERs~ *drive tooooo long de type*
dun like NOOB-DRIVERs~
cause they keep horn!!

wha lao, i can up to gear 4 only lor..
that's bloody slow.. what u expect of me?!
STOP UR HORNING and LET US PASS FOR ONCE!
blah~

they are soooooooooooo bad!
but i love my driving la..
getting more and more used to it..
hopefully i next lesson oso ok~
cus next lesson is like 2 weeks later due to projects due and etc -.-

JIAYOU sabrina!

-insturctor say my sterring too stiff.. how??!!-

THE 2 DUMB girls

2007-08-03T00:31:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA..
today, i see a very funny scene that even I support the Malays~
Yays!!

On my way to see my dear, i sat in the double decker bus..
everything is so OK~
listening to my mp3..
the bus is somewhat noisy and full but it's normal~

suddenly, at hg point there..
got 2 si chinese (disgrace us la~) charbors come up lehs!

and they sit very near me..
and blast their handphones~
with old music lah..
like 后来 and my sec 3 time de techno..

so a group of malays..
they were noisy..
i think they sat behind the 2 girls..
and become very kpkb!

like disiao the girls like that..
LOLx~
den the malays were very very loud~

den the girls abit pekchek..
so they move in front..
XIASWAY!

den they still continue blast their bloody no-taste-music..
i dont mind listening la~
but i saw a few adults keep looking at them
*since they move in front, the whole bus can hear the music from front to back*
damn xiasway lor..
if i'm them, i'll feel so ashamed!

p.s DONT HAVE MONEY TO BUY EAR PHONEs, DONT LISTEN TO MUSIC OUTSIDE LA!
pui..

*HURRAY TO THE MALAYs*

wha~

2007-07-31T11:02:00.000+08:00

Look Look!

Carpark lamps are the only lights they have
studying
OMG..
they walked for 1 hour to go to the airport, not to enjoy the aircon and facilities like most of us do, when we go airport to study..
BUT, to sit by the roads to have some lamps for lights so that they can study!

how bright can a lamp be?
at least better than a candle, if they were to study at home..

sighs.. people who are deprived of studying due to facilities are making so much effort so that they can pass their exams..
what am i?
to complain about having so many modules
* i still feel sore about it :P*
and not studying at all..

how am i compared to them?
worse off i think..

i have so many facilities guiding me and allowing me to study yet i dont appreciate it..
sighs..

i wish..
i am appreciative for things around me..

photographs

2007-07-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

i drew this on monday when i came for lect *but there isnt any lect.. LOLx*

the fallen door.. the door! that door! omgs~

the many things that happen

2007-07-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

hmm, my life is always this boring till recently..

got my PDL, started my driving..
i met 2 flashers in like within 3 days -.-
my specs broke
the door FELL when i opened it

rushed my projects through the whole night after working..

i see alot of life in my life~ woo~

and my 2nd attempt at driving was sucky..
^_^
let's begin the entry..

on last friday, was rushing to school for GSC presentation..
and i saw an uncle walking cross the road towards the bus stop i'm at..

den the uncle was scratching his crotch.. yikes..
i ignored that fact la..
cause all guys will do that unconciously.. yikes..~

den hor!!
de uncle suddenly siao siao..
he approached everyone at the bus stop..
he approached me too, but was listening to my *dear dear give me de mp3*
so i literally ignored him..~

den, i faced the opposite side of the bus stop..
face where the traffic is moving towards..

den i saw a motorist drive but he was not looking front, instead staring at something --> at the end of the bus stop..
and he "OIE" very loud..
yikes..~
i make a decision that alot of the aunties at the bus stop make that will make us regret..
puiiiiiiiiiiiii
the uncle took down his pants and show his -.- in public..!!

however, due to my observation, i think he's abit mentally unstable or senile..
cause he is very old la..
55-60s like that..
so, nvm..

THE 2ND PREVERT I MET cannot be forgiven..

this one is on sunday.. (after my 1st driving lesson)
wha piangs, was talking on phone with dear, and i saw it..
the same bus stop..
i was crossing the road to the bus stop and i saw this tall, big sized guy..
his left hand was bandaged la..
and his left hand was placed directly at his ......
okays~! the 1st thing i tell dear, "wha lao, not again, i very sway lehs!"

bth, den the bus stop only got me and him..
alot bus passed by ar.. and stopped but none of the bus uncles saw it??!!

so, maybe i was wrong..
BUT BUT BUT!
another guy la.. approached the bus stop..
and and and..
the prevert no. 2 walk away.. and walk towards my direction..
den he stopped for a while in front of me..
like wan to haolian his thing.. -.-

!!!!!
den he walked not far away.. and his bloody hand still there la..
and his hand is shaking very hard..
gosh..
it makes me puke la..!!

i got sooooooooooo much urge ar.. to tell the guy that came to the bus stop that there is a prevert at a few metres away..
and i saw police car, feel like screaming for help la!

haiss.. -.- why i always met with this type..
not 1st or 2nd or 3rd time le lehs..
look at this post PREVERTS, and you will understand alot.. :'(

NVM, den i go work hor..
something really very bad happen to me..

when going home, i pushed open the door slightly..
and the WHOLE BLOODY HEAVY DOOR SLAM DOWN TO THE FLOOR WITH A LOUD "BANG!"
imagine..

all my area manager and asst. area manager came down..
and my manger oso can't go home..
a thousand apologies..
cause my hand was the sway hand..
and thx to jerome and my daddy and my dear for pei me!!
:)
you guys rocksx!

den i went home with a very heavy heart cus next day need to hand in project.. and i havent do.. as there are many changes here and there..

den i wanna wear my specs de time..
i realized my specs the one to hang at ur ear there the thingy dropped off..

spoil le lor~~

bo bian, the screw lose..
den i go cut abit of the straw and use it to replace the screw..
haha, so my specs is now dying la..
no money to make oso..

so i finally can end my bad day and chiong finish my project at 4am..
damn shagged..

p.s i think only hr, coreen and dear know what i did that night..
too stressed i supposed.. :'(
sorry to make you guys worried..

ok la... den for my recent driving lesson ar..
you know what happened??

i stalled at the traffic light when it was green light..
den the car behind was going, "horn horn"..
and i was so afraid la..
i keep sweating cold sweat..
HAHA..
and i did U-turn 4 times.. wha piangs..
i really cant acquire the skills man..

after my 1.5hr of driving, my legs were SORE..
i understand why my MUM and DAD always dont wanna drive..
and "clever me" still go and volunteer say i learn drive le, i drive u all lor..

gah, never promise things that you are not sure of..

k la.. pictures of the fallen door up next..

exams

2007-07-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

wha..
HRong - 3 modules
Coreen, BTing - 3 modules
BFriend - 2 modules..

and me??
5 bloody modules..
what did i do to deserve this?
grrr..

lizards' story

2007-07-25T10:53:00.000+08:00

not for the lizards haters ^_^

Once upon a time, there was a cute little lizard *eww* name 'xiaohu'.. His parents died under the evil hands of human.. It seems that both his parents were going out when they meet an accident with..

the cupboard door.. They were crashed with it, and died on the spot..

Xiaohu is a very pitiful orphan now..

" Hi everyone, I'm Xiaohu~! Boo hoo hoo, I'm alone.."

Then, one day, Xiaohu met a Papa and his son lizard.. The papa is call "Orhhu" and the son is call "Dahu".. They happily took in Xiaohu as their family.. Xiaohu was elated to have a family once again..

"Xiaohu must listen listen ok? Dont anyhow run.. Dahu!! Dont bully Xiaohu ar.."

Unfortunately, things don't usually go well for the lizards family.. A beetle came and challenge the family! It wants to take away Xiaohu, proclaiming that the law abides him to do so because he's the guardian of Xiaohu..
However, in actual fact, Beetle wants to sacrifice Xiaohu to the Bird so that the Bird won't eat him..

"I demand you to give me my Xiaohu!"

Orhhu being protective of the family decided to fight with the Beetle. They ended up fighting while Dahu went to help his father..
Xiaohu on the other hand.. was actually running away!!!!

"I better run in case I died" *Xiaohu is at the back scrimpering away!*

DRIVING

2007-07-22T14:45:00.000+08:00

due to my mummy and papa's constant naggings..
i finally get an instructor to teach my DRIVING..
*yeah, i know i havent pass my FTT.. but nvm, just learn 1st*

AND!
the instructor took my to drive the whole punggol..
and i stalled 3 times i think..
LOLxx
it's like buses and cars all behind me la..
and freaky scary!!!!

i wish i will overcome the fear..
when in those small roads, i did extremely ok~
but when go to the BIG roads with BUSES and CARS and MOTORS..
whaaaa, i was breaking out in cold sweat..

^_^
but overall, i love the experience of driving..

driving lesson 1 : still a noobie :P

exams

2007-07-18T09:55:00.000+08:00

argh, gah pui!
haha..
exams round the corner sia..

sians..
i have been skipping lectures for 70% of the time..
and i wonder how do i even pass..

maybe i will failed and stay for one more sem?
LOLx

jiayou bah sabrina!

anyways, i'm extremely jealous + jealous of COREEN and BEETING!
why??

because they have only 3 exam modules..
and i have 5!!
5 lehs! 5 exam modules!

like wha piangs..
somemore, mine is like
friday
moday
tuesday
wednesday
friday

one whole week la!
and i'm gonna freak out!
cause i usually have in between time to study for all the modules..
tuesday and wednesday paper dun have la!
i'm gonna mug darn hard for that le..
sians :(

I HOPE AND WISH I DUN FAIL OR GET C AND BELOW!
prays >.<

2nd year Anni

2007-07-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

Flowers flowers.. ^_^ love it to bits..

same old place, same old dishes.. BUT 2 lovers ^_^

i always love our reflection :P

opening up the chocos to eat :)

my most expensive gift for him! and he love it!

all his expensive gift for me!!

i only love WHITE choco, dear.. even if they are cheap.. :P

Lastly, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!

2nd year Anni

2007-07-12T10:15:00.000+08:00

^_^
ytd was our 2nd year anniversary..

actually, we tot of going kushinbo..
but we went there saw a Q..
somemore nv reserve.. so we just went to our common place, swensens
*i so much hate the menu! can they change some new items pls?*

maybe because i went there for too-many-a-times..
so i was like huh, all i tried b4 le..
and the only thing i like is the soup.. -.-

den i wasted quite alot of food..
sorry dear dear :(
but very fun to eat with him..

anyways..
while waiting for the desserts to come..
we open up the chocolate from royce and eat!
my fav choc sia.. the white choc..

and dear was telling me why white choc is bo hua..
cus is so common..
haha..

den suddenly, the manager came over and say, "excuseeee me.."
"is this halal? not halal cannot eat leh.. here is halal shop.. -.-"

ah dui.. what logic..
den me and dear kept the chco..
den dear said, "just now the choco shop service staff are malays right?"
"den this must be halal ma.."

conclusion : dont want us to eat outside food, can just say it out.. dont need to make so many logics.. *bleahs!!!!*

and the manager there ar.. really not professional..
keep stay at the side station and gossip very loudly with his staff..
*gosh*
tok and tok and tok..
so pek chek.. i dont feel like eating my desserts le..

not going back to swensens suntec anymore..
or any other swens..

*dear promise me to bring me to kushinbo next month ^_^*

anyways, my pressie for him is a watch, 3 cds and ME!
hehe, i'm a gift for him ma.. LOLx..

and his gift for me is, the yellow umbrella, the hair straighterner, my stone mp3, choco from royce and and and FLOWERs..
^_^
i told him i need no flowers cause they will die out..
but i still love it ^_^

keep taking pictures of the flowers when it came.. :P
*delivered by his friend, han jiang, thx thx..*

so nice to know so many different types of friends.. HAHA..
anyways, i tink i give very little pressies.. and i'm uber sad la..

i treat my dear dear only half of what he treat me..

BUT I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!! as much as u do.. ^_^

*sorry for all the mushy stuff today.. cause it's only once in a year ma..*

Happy 2nd Anniversary

2007-07-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hehe, today is our OUR our 2nd year together le..

and i just heard his sister saying, "oh so sweet..." ^_^

hehe, i love love love my honey darling dear..
although he always fierce me but i know is for my good de..
muackiesx

photos and story other days bah.. too tired le :P

random thoughts

2007-07-07T00:13:00.002+08:00

this is really random..

just something in my mind that i wanna blog about..

title:friends.
how many great friends do you have?
1, 2?
i have many once..
and i lost all..
you can say i cherish them more now..
those that are true friends..
but what is a true friend?

someone who will think of you always?
or someone who is always there for you?
i don't know..
i was never a good friend to anyone..
i wish i can find the answer one day..

sometimes, i wish i was prettier..
i wish i was popular..
i wish that all my friends will be with me forever..

i read a story once..
it says that there are 3 types of friends..
one is here for a season, they come and go and leave an impact/memory in your life..
one is here for a reason, they are like angels send from above, these friends come here to help you in your difficulties.. but sadly, they left too..
and the 3rd friend is here for a lifetime, whatever you have been through and teach you about lifetime relationship..

so, which am i to you?
and which friends do i have?

i wish you are a true friend to me..

WE LIVE IN SINGAPURA the MTV version

2007-07-07T00:13:00.001+08:00

Hey, come on.. WE ALL LOVE SPORE, right? ^_^
National Day coming, give all my friends more reasons to love SPORE ^_^

photographs

2007-07-04T13:36:00.000+08:00

hehe, on one sunny day, i saw a ultimate cute umbrella..
and i yearn to own one of it..
i wish mine will be a pink kitty or white kitty ^_^

the ulitmate cute umbrella and its owner!

the coins i make standing while waiting for yy ^_^

LIVE EARTH

2007-07-01T18:17:00.000+08:00

this advertisement is very eye-catching..
the graphics are nice, everything is so youth-like and catchy!

so, one day, i was on bus, and i told my bf..
hey, wanna wear green on 7july?
he was like, ehh, how do u know i plan to?
he has a green top, that i choosen for him..
a very nice top..

for me, on 7july, i'm wearing green too..
cus i'm working -.-

ss's uniform is GREEN and YELLOW..

yikes..
anyways, we 2 are very supportive of this..
yes, it's late now to go green..
but a little does better than none at all!

i told alot of friends about this..
and they were like, huh, sab, what are u talking about?
DUDEs and BABEs! LOOK AT MOBtv MAN!
they are posting this advertisement like SOO many times..
and the usual tv too!

-.-
go to this webby for more info, ok?
support ma.. ^_^

http://origin.liveearth.sg.msn.com/

i failed

2007-06-29T20:42:00.000+08:00

OMG! i failed my napfa..

haha, as expected.. i know i cant run that stupid 2.4km..
6 rounds the track..
and having non-running shoes, i ended up with BLISTERS..
disgusting things that hurt..
yikes..

anyways, congratz to andy and janis..
^_^
and.. hmm, oh ya.. i scored C or better for all my napfa except the 2.4km..
actually i aimed 15.30min for it, so that it can be a C and a gold medal for me..
but for the last round, it was already 15.20+.. and i knew i cannot make it..
so i walked the last round.. kinda stupid la..
if i continue running, i can get maybe a silver or bronze..
nvm..

i always get cheated my stupidity..

that day i got back my QM results..
i almost can get an A..
but the teacher deprived me of my 1 mark..
when my friends all get the mark, and mine's totally correct la..

i give my book let her see the answers and mine..
she say aiya, cus u write wrong company name..
and i was like HUH? other people never write company name lehs and they get full mark.. i write company name, write wrong no marks?
den i was like, ehh, i cannot be write wrong company name.. CUS IS ONLY TO COPY THE NAME FROM THE PAPER..
so i told her to double check..

she check her own answer sheet..
and say, 'see, it's far east shipyard, not jurong..'
i still very bu fu qi.. i say, 'cher, u take my question paper and see.. it's really jurong lor..'

den she take the test paper..
and her eyes grew wide..
because it was really JURONG SHIPYARD..
den she say, 'nevermind lor, i give u 1/2 mark..'
wth, is 1 mark.. my answers are correct, company name is correct.. and u deprived me of that mark?

*#*&^$284@&^#@&#@
haiss.. always like that..

i am always so sway la..
never mind lor.. get a B nia.. NVM! sabrina, jiayou!

and i got B+ for my HRM resume too!
cool..
i wish i can scored for all my exams..
i'm cutting down on working..
really need to concentrate on my studies..
pray hard..

oh ya, i came across this quote from men's health (dear's mag)
and it's darn meaningful..
it was this quote that makes me wanna run the 2.4km ^_^

it is :

The rain can't stop me
The hills can't stop me
The heat can't stop me
The pain can't stop me
The other athletes can't stop me
Only one thing can

Me.
Who says I can't?

This for the ironman trialthlon Singapore by aviva..
it's very encouraging! i like it alot..

and it's my drive for me to do my best ^_^
Who says I can't?
The more people don't believe in me, i must believe in myself..
JIAYOU to sabrina, coreen too, beeting, huirong, gladi, lingy, yh, js, jan etc!
jiayou bah!

photographs

2007-06-24T13:15:00.000+08:00

this is taken using my camera.. haha, no scanner ma.. during mrs lee wedding.. wear alikes with kj ^^, erm, dun tink she remember me now?

just missing those days with her, and the rest... :) memories rox sometimes :)

whoa! me, liyi, gladi! gladi came to my workplace and work lehs.. like so cool la! 3 siao cha bors.. me, hr and her.. haha.. i miss her like duno wad la.. glad to noe she's doing well.. and liyi, always see her in school.. this is taken during sec 4, our final yr in school..
*i look so darn childish, or i still look the same? wonders......*

introducing! me, me, me! whahahaha.. this is during my k2, i graduated lehs! cool ^_^
look at how yellow the picture is.. gosh.. it's been yrs.. i aged.. and i love my parents alot.. my dad told me alot today, about him aching when he works.. i'm sad, i cannot do much for them.. good thing i never take allowance.. or i will feel guilty forever.. i want to earn money to support them fast.. i love my family..

just a random picture of how many neoprints i taken.. this is only 1 page.. i have like 5-6 pages?

was quite shock to see buffet wakame udon inside a rice bowl.. kinda weird.. LOLx..

gin. kami. in changi.. not that nice.. not much ingredients.. like tou gong jian liao like that de food.. yikes..

if u have noticed.. there's a company named handsome entreprise.. LOLx.. my company will be pretty entreprise in future, and only pretty babes can apply for positions.. except the boss who is me, will be ugly.. hahahahaha..

2nd yr anniversay pressie for him.. guess what? those who noe.. shhhhh.. ^_^

*HIM* studying while i take pictures.. LOLx..

LAST PICTURE I TAKEN ON 2006.. was on a bus home at around 11+.. very random..

she must be 2nd month now.. this loveable girl of my best bud.. i wish i can do something for both her and her mum.. i love lingy lots.. and not forgetting the rests..
*i still love my other frens (hr, bt, wee etc).. ^_^*

entrep. project presentation.. sorry my group, i kept working that i let u guys down..
sincerely apologised
i hope to do more project work in future, sorry..

very very random.. only me in the world..

photographs of me and me and me.
sometimes, i feel that i'm a illusion in this world that people can see, hear, feel, touch, but in fact, my heart's not here.
i must be in the heavens above heavens.
just like what my name means.

i wish, that i will reach that heaven soon..

a place where joy exists, and sorrow is extinct
a place where work is done fast and correct, and no one belittles u
a place where everyone is equal, no war, no starvings
a place where kids can roam freely, not afraid of bombs
a place where u and i yearns to be in, but this fantasy seems too far for us to achieve

randomly

2007-06-24T13:09:00.000+08:00

well, last nite tell coreen how much i miss her..
and i feel kinda sad..

and she said, 'u are so random..'
-.- coreeeeeeeeeeeen, how can u said that to me?
heart aches. :(

so i decided to post a random post with random pictures and random thoughts of mine..
^_^
this is sucha random blog..
maybe some random people will see it, in a random times of the world..
LOLx :)

anyways, i'm gaining alot of exp in my games, both rpg and dota ^_^

love it..
and i koup jerome's cd to rip, the songs are very nice..
more songs pls? :)

anyways, gonna randomly find some songs for our workplace..
the songs there are like so REPEATED la..
darn.

later will post some random pictures bah.. randomly choosen by me..
random feelings >.< size="1">p.s i dont think anyone comes here anymore..

i miss my ah ma..

2007-06-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

sighs.. these few days i totally have no time at all..
i swear, i didnt even have time to breathe..

keep working my life away..
i paid 1k to teacher le.. still owe him another 1.5k.. :(

working my life out man..

i went sakae buffet the other day with x, x, x, x :)
damn fun, love these guy and gals..

^_^
bonding..
den the rest of the days are working.. especially father's day..
full, 10.5hrs, tiring >.<

sad to say, i nv celeb father's day..
in fact, i nv celeb my dad's bday b4..

i'm a bad daughter to him..
i grew up in a family where we dont express our love..
i dont know how to at all

i cant blurt out the words to them or shown concern..
all i ever did was to rebuke them.. and make them worried..

sighs..

and i really miss my grands..

i used to think that my cousins are ridiculous for not visiting my grands during the weekend.. or coming to our bbq-time on special occasions
*i see them during CNY and ah gong's bday only*

but now, i know why..
we are just too busy..
it's really an excuse..

but it's sadly, the truth..
i yearn so much to go and visit them, but even when i could, i just tell myself i'm too tired.. i can go next week..

but i never did..
i'm becoming a bitch that i once hated and thought i wouldnt be..

i wish i have more time.. or i wish i dont even need to study or work..

growing up is part of life's misery..

i hate the thing that i'm grown up now..
i want the child in me back..
*thou my colleagues still say i'm one -.-*

but we will nv be that little cute brat that everyone loves anymore..

Jay Chou - 菊花台 (Ju Hua Tai) MV

2007-06-13T17:18:00.001+08:00

Mr. guitar teacher gave me a score! Ju Hua Tai..
I'm so into this song!
BUT, i must learn all my grade songs 1st before proceeding to this.. I DONT WANNA FAIL MA!
HAHA.. enjoy this song, it's graded AAAAAAA by my dear and me ^_^

drawings ^_^

2007-06-13T15:55:00.000+08:00

recently, i went to changi to study ma!

den i draw a very cute 'me'

YEAH!

i draw me, with my hair tied and wearing the clothes i always wear..

and it is this!!

HAHAHA! cute ma? i draw a devil and angel too..
BUT this is the sweetest and nicest of all ^_^

more photos to come in future

p.s : people who have my photos, pls send it to me? THX! love u guys

2007-06-13T09:11:00.000+08:00

UPDATEs

last monday >.<>.<
nv update cus keep working and tests till now ma..
HAHAHAHA

monday 4/june/07
OMG! got my quality management test..
KINDA ok for me.. can pass, i think ^_^hope for the best sia!!!
LOLxx

tuesday 5/june/07
supposed to study de.. but i end up watching television!
LOLx..
cooked spag and soup for dear..
and he went to slp after that!!
PIGgy~

den i outside study lor..
but the television is too tempting!!!
i on the telly and watch!!
wha, watch que shen!
the ah wang one..
i think i watch b4..
but i like to watch ^_^

wednesday 6/june/07
shun shun li li de take my test..
i came for morning lecture.. oso duno why
HAHA, but met up with hr n joc in morning to go sch was FUN!
love it..
LOLx :)
hope for the best for my MR test too!!
JIAYOU!

thursday 7/june/07
nothing much.. i wanted to go school!! BUT my ez link no concession so i wanted to go buy!!
BUT the machine spoil!!
in the end, i nv go sch cus i was late le..
at evening, i walked from punggol MRT to rivervale plaza..
cool, right?
jiafei-ing ma.. HAHA..

^_^ but after walking, i ate KFC..
LOLx..
jialat sia.. >.<

friday 8/june/07
not much, i think i work that day?
yeah, i work.. with huirong? jerome? was it ar? i forgotten.. or was that last week? >.<
think most prob..
anyways alot of new faces behind..
i couldnt find my shoes i think.. >.<

and lots.. >.<
i hate the new face behind..
man..
>.<

saturday 9/june/07
not much happen

sunday 11/june/07
yays! full shift with juliana, yuye, jerome, huirong, terry, choonyen..
LOLx.. and 2 MODs! singpei and james!~
haha, cus i'm full shift so i saw so many people!!
LOLx..
i do stock counting at night.. >.<
like so difficult lor! eeks!

sorry to juliana, huirong and terry for needing to do my side duties :(
lena came today, and test yuye..
i think she tested me too.. because of a call from someone..
eeks, i'm scared..
what if i am not a good customer service provider?
gah!

:(

:)

2007-06-04T21:35:00.000+08:00

actually, this is a angry post..
or simply put it, it's an unlucky day for me..

last friday..
*i always post so slow.. when it has already passed by so long*
i went to school..
the bus was crowded..
but i found a seat at the front..
after many stops, the bus was FULL with people..
like very FULL lor..

den an kinda old auntie boarded..
the bus was full of teenagers -.-
so, i gave up my seat for her la..

and i regretted..
not as in regretted why i gave her..
but as in, wha piangs, the bus very full for me to stand in la..
haiss..
at this point, i really think i'm damn fat and taking up alot of space.. :(

and how i wish someone will drive me to school :(

so a few stops, the auntie wan to go down, and beside her got one ah pek oso wan to go down..
den the ah pek wan to cross over..
i have no choice..
cannot hold on anything..
den let him cross..
and he accidentally STEP on my feet :(
*OUCH*

nvm..
den go school, get my GSC grades..
i'm so disappointed with myself for scoring so lousy..
HAISS..
at that point i almost wanna cry..
:(

then it's time for going to work
well, then i go take bus, i missed the double deck bus, and i got this huge intuition that the single deck will come..
and it did!!
:(

the lucky part is..
hey, i met huirong on bus..
phews..
at least a companion on bus :)

so we went to change into working clothes..
and whaaaaa..
chao sway!

i was wearing long sleeves..
and my sleeves dropped into the toilet bowl.. EWWWWWWWWWWWW..

when i was changing..!!!!
the toilet at my workplace is VERY VERY VERY EXTREMELY dirty that it can make u puke..
:(

sad..
:( den while working, i undercharge the customer, so i must pay..
double sad.. :(
but at least during work is ok..

(psst, huirong gave discount for 2 occasions when she is not supposed to give, and she ended up paying around 15$ for the discount she gave)
it's sad being in the cashier..
:( we are poor people, have to pay for our mistakes :(

anyways, after work, go home..

and i guess my unluckiness pass to another >.<
because!!

HUIRONG accidentally took the plastic bag filled with my smelly clothes and socks HOME!
thus, she had to wash it for me..
EWWWWWWWWWW..
man, i own her a treat..

sorry :(

and this is a post about how unlucky i can get at times ;)

movie's' just one..oops!

2007-05-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

hey!
the other day, yes yes.. the duno which day of spiderman official opening..
i went to watch it..
hey, not bad..
and my dear is pretty good a director..
O.o

we were in the movie..
and HE always know what's goin up next..
so i was like, 'hey, since u so clever ar..'
'can tell me this guy (spidey's bestie) isit his enemy??'

HE said, 'ehh.. no, he will help spiderman at the back..'
ME said, 'sure ma..? dont believe u lehs..'

(at a part when his bestie fight spidey)
ME said, 'HAHAHAHA! u are so wrong! see.. he fighting spiderman lehs.. he and the other 2 are bad ppl, u duno, anyhow say..'
HE said, '.......'
but just smile..

den after that, at the back back back, almost ending of the movie liaos..
his bestie came!!!
and help spidey lehs!!
OMG! i was like.. '...... how can this beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee'
den HE, 'ooooooo.. :)'
and show me the very smug face..
EEKS!

that time watch harry porter oso, he tell me every parts..
:( if only u can read my mind like this.. HAHA..
den give me all i want in the world..
:) HAHA.. want u the most sia..

so i went to watch this movie with JK.. that JK ar..
make us sit front rows..
WHY?
because he so late to reply if he want watch anot..
den they book slow..
den become left 1st few rows only lor..
den take those..
sighs..
neck pain..
GRRRR.. somemore at the side.. yikes..

hahaha..
we this 2 siaoMUkias chiong home after movie for our MU..
leaving the WOW-ers to go dotA at lan..
and the poor JK alone to eat his banmian.. :(
sorry JK, i promise my dear and I will go kbox with u during june holidays, ok?
HAHAHA..
u and my dear so gay.. sure wont mind one hor..
:))

P.S just watch 50 1st dates.. wha piangs.. romantic la.. but i feel that if i am the guy ar, i very pek chek.. everyday must hong her, even after married.. haiss.. :(
just my 1cent thoughts

3rd language

2007-05-22T10:40:00.000+08:00

i feel like taking up a 3rd language to boarden my sights..
and understand the biz world..

the 3rd language suprisingly i feel like learning is actually : chinese/biz mandarin.
WHY?
because my chinese sux.. so is my eng..
OMG! i'm so bad at words i hate myself all the time.. gah!

everytime i speak chinese or hear my dear speaking..
he will need to explain zillion times what it meant, and why i shouldnt use it..
*idioms.. reallyidiotic.. eeks*

so, maybe french or chinese.. haha.. just see how..
when i'm rich!! i will learn everything..
:)

SICK

2007-05-21T14:42:00.000+08:00

wha.. for the 1st time in my so many years..
i never faked sick liaos..
is really sick..

feeling very unwell for 2 days le..
then i today go see doc..
i only thought i had running nose and sore thoart..
and i used up 10 pax of tissues paper.. so 10pax x 10 pcs each = 100 tissue papers!!
OMG! so un-environmental friendly.. yikes..

waited like 4 hours for my turn..
polyclinic very long :(

den, when i took my number, dear say -.- let's go eat breakfast..
eat breakfast come back, luckily zhun zhun our turn lehs! haha..
den see doc lor..

i saw the doc i going to, he is a lao pek pek..
dear was saying, he must be blur blur one..
wear specs low low, den ask " yes, what's ur problem? "
den when listen heart beat, listen wrongly.. listen to ownself one..
haha, so funny..

when i go in, he really is almost the same as dear say one..
blur blur..
and he type very slow..
no wonder i waited like 1.5hours to see him..
cus all his patient, he will type slowly on the comp..
LOLx..
he ask me got fever, i say duno..
den he just take my temp..
he nv tell me i got fever anot..
den ask need MC, i say ya.. 1 day enough..
den go down take medicine..
take le medicine, i was shocked!!

cause i got fever lehs..
i thought i dont have, although i feel that i very hot like got fever..
den like that lor..
got fever..
very headache..
i wish i can get well..

yikes..
so many medicine..
haiss.. fever fever, go away!!!

emotional me

2007-05-20T11:59:00.000+08:00

these days ar, so many idiotic happened to me..
in like just 2 days..
so hard to accept the facts..

so sad..
but i've gotten over it la..

nvm everything..
i still have my dearest bf, bpig, wee, lingy, her daughter, and ppl who loves me (as a friend) yet i duno one..
haha..

anyways, i need some mircosoft programmes like word, ppt, excel..
anyone know where can purchase cheap one anot?
or lend me something like that de?
or else, my project buang liaos la..

haha..
as for all the memories (photographs)
i need help from all of my friends..
plis send me all photographs that have U, Me, U, Me or ME only..
haha..
^^, thx..

if no have, i think i hav to go thru all my blog entries to take back my pictures..
haha..
lucky i sometimes got post pictures..

if not, last resort..
i need to act like i was young again and take the pictures (like -.-' lame lor)
haha.. kk..

for bpig and wee's sake, i posted a long post!
sorry if no nice pictures.. cause my comp bonkers..
:(

P.S: all my mei, ma, pa documents have!! except for mine..

darn, dear say because my com dulan me, wan to go on strike.. so the pervious comp. spirit ask a new spirit come.. the pervious comp. spirit tell the new spirit that i like to play games, so they never del my games programmes, but del away my important programmes like ppt so as not to overwork me..

den, why take away my music and photographs?
dear say, because the pervious comp. spirit say she/he will miss me, so take my photographs away as a memory to remember me.. -.-"""

saddest day of my life

2007-05-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

i wish i have..
a wonderful family
good friends
my photographs and music and programmes back
a bestie who can see me cry
i wish..

i only have..
my bf :(

!!!

2007-05-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

MY COMP WENT BONKERS TODAY..
EVERYTHING SPOIL..
DEN I DUNO CLICK WHAT **** DEN I RE-FORMAT MY COMP..
KNS.. I'VE LOST ALL MUSIC FILES, ALL PHOTOS, ALL MEMORIES..
EVEN MY MSN :(

FEEL LIKE THE END OF THE WORLD AND FEEL LIKE CRYING..
I WAN MY PHOTOS!!!

happy birthday, young one..

2007-05-05T10:49:00.001+08:00

this song is dedicated to 'my' little young one, a baby girl was born today.. luckily for you, your parents made the choice to have you.. :)
happy birthday little girl.. cherish your life.. may all the saint beings bless you daily..
and for your parents, to be in a marriage forever.. :)
i love you, and your mum - my best friend..

beeting's birthday

2007-05-05T10:44:00.000+08:00

this month alot people birthday, so i''m quite broke..
spend around 40 for her birthday
15 for eeboon birthday
another 40-50 for my sister birthday
and a new clothes for the new born..

darn, i wish i print money -.-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL anyways :)

love love..

3

2007-05-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

i've waited so long, make myself slog so long.
finally got the 3 i've wanted..
but i'm disappointed.
is it because is only a B+ i've seen?
so curious as to know my results
yet so sad to know the outcome.
gah, sabrina, pls get back on ur feet and do better.
i would wish to see a 3.5.

i've proven myself.
from a 2.3 to a 2.5 to a 2.9 and now a 3.
i'm not useless.
i'm not..

:)

2007-05-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

1st day of sch - ok ok la.. kinda sad and upset but not serious enough for me to brood over..
working, ok ok la.. jerome was kinda pissed off that day, so was i.. i because of school.. argh! >.>
anyways, dotA that night..
darn happy!
always win sia.. with jk, wil and dear..
COOL!
finally got the gaming spirit..
and my MU oso level high.. not bad.. like like..
LOLx

hmm, nothing much..
Happy birthday to Beepig!
Ur pressie still with me..
Happy birthday to Eeboon, coming.
Happy birthday to Meimei.. pressie, of cus have :)

so many people birthday, so broke.. :(
school open, need lecture notes, broke.. :(
sad sia.. haha.. i wish i can go out more and rich :)

anyways.. i'm bored.. look up for me if you want games :)
ciao`!

outing with bting n wee part 2

2007-04-28T13:38:00.001+08:00

dory caught in action but still too fast for me

cool rights? electric guitar..

2 cali HRs for me and ting, 3 random HRs for coreen O.o

Admiring the food...

My side...

Beeting's side

Coreen trying to hide...

Look at the mess she's done! LOLx

My hair's damn messy, no wonder dear keep scold me for being messy-hair..

Damn messy-hair,dark eye bags.. THAT's WHY BTING DUN WAN TAKE PIC WITH ME..

sobx :'(

outing with bting n wee

2007-04-28T13:38:00.000+08:00

:) yays! i finally got my bag..
somemore is dear say he buy for me..
keke.. :P

anyways, that wednesday went out with ting and wee..
very fun sia!!
p.s ting ar, my bag inside oso dirty lehs :( so sad.. nv check inside..

anyways, we went from bugis to marina sq to suntec to marina sq to bugis..
LOLx.. almost wanted to go P.S but den quite late and i wan go home play game..
HAHAHA..

ok, we ate sakae lehs..
haha.. and coreen who say she not hungry eat alot!!!!! LOLx..
cus the food come, and it was like coreen = 3 handrolls..
sabrina and ting = 1 each..
LOLx..
so funny..
and the table dirty on her side..
our side very clean and neat.. kekeke..
so, we found out that coreen looks so neat but actually is untidy!
'just like me'
:P

anyways, took some photos..
but sadly.. nv took alot lehs..
:( and i realized.. these days i keep play games until late night, 3am den sleep..
my eye bags are heavier le..
so pardon if u get scare by the pictures of me :(

-->jus a note, we saw super cute rabbits and dory and nemo<--
:)

pretty? HAHA.

2007-04-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

someone commented on the picture i took with my tingJIE and he say hey, u look nice in that picture..
O.O
for once, HAHAHA.
ever since i've bcome fat.. no one commented that liaos..
LOLx.
thx anyways, though it's a white LIE..

haha,
anyways, wee, ting..
we meet 11am bugis mrt, ok?_?
i confirm take mrt go cus got mrt pass.. if any one of u want to take with me, tell me hor..
so that i wont be lonely during the ride..
KEKE.
and i will charge my handphone for PHOTOs!

P.S i finally grip it! i noe how to play that song :)

[回到過去] Jay Chou - Return To The Past

2007-04-23T21:41:00.001+08:00

missing the days when we were still in secondary school and i super like this song.. i miss my past..

mixed breed

2007-04-22T13:19:00.000+08:00

seeing coreen's blog and the puppy reminds me of my secondary school days with gladi! i always go her house and play with her puppies.. :) and that dog looks like the one coreen likes ;)

running

2007-04-20T00:21:00.000+08:00

for the past 3 days i WORK, i've been sprinting 100m..
because i chase the bus every night.. -.-
coreen has a new link :)

http://weefweefwee.livejournal.com/
yays! happy :)

>.<

2007-04-17T12:14:00.000+08:00

yays!
next week is last week of holidays!

gonna spend my time very carefully sia..
i'm goin to give just 1 day of schedule!
muhahahahahahaha~
the rest will be shopping, catching up with lingy and her baby, cooking :)

haha! i guess by then, sure alot of photos! yes!!
so my schedule is like that
Monday - not free :P
Tuesday - i put working here
Wednesday - i want go out with beepig and wee.
Thursday - i think i going suntec see lingy
Friday - i still feel that one outing with beepig and wee is not enough :P
Saturday - enjoying my freedom
Sunday - preparing for TML opening of school!!

whahahahahahahaha.. lookin forward to it :)

new skin :)

2007-04-16T11:53:00.000+08:00

ok.. this guitar skin is created by me..
the picture nia..
layout i duno get from where..
edit it to suit my picture and tadah!
a simple piece of blogskin..

^^, simple and nice..
at least it's white now..
i think black very hard to read sia..
^^,

1st to view is beeting!! cause she keep ask me 'faster'..
haha.. how is it? comments comments :) -tagg-

anyways, today is the start of school for my frens.. ^^,
JIAYOU wor..

and bf too :)

photographs

2007-04-16T01:29:00.001+08:00

ah gong's cake!

ah gong and ah ma :)

super small glasses of papa!

the very bad technique of ting jiejie.. blur image -.-

ah ma complaint, "an zua bo cheng sa!" she claim ah gong should put on a shirt during phototaking :P

i help it to change hairstlye, see! it looks fatter and nicer with this style :P

my very good skills in photography :P

weiwei cousin at the background.. still claims that he dont want to take pic! HAHA

something stinks in the lift :P

i remember coreen screeching! HOW TO WASH AWAY? and she rubbed her hand till its red.. :P

coreen smiling away :)

coreen :)

the very beautiful flowers near school

muffins for ppl i love :)

Sincerely Sorry

2007-04-16T01:29:00.000+08:00

:( Lacking of ideas to talk about in blogs.
haha, ihavealife

I dun just BLOG everyday ma..
Sorry coreeeeeeeeeeeeeen~

:)
miss u sia.
been working working these days that i've neglected you guys :(
anyways, my last week of holidays is really SHOPPING
i'm not gonna spend alot.
but maybe just 20$ to buy a bag for myself
due to the fact
1) bag spoil
2) i love beepig's bag she gave me, but not my style.
3) sch's opening, i carry ALOT of books, like a nerd. :P

anyways, gonna jio my 2 crazyfrens out..
:) especially since i missed the movie-outing which i truly am upset about!
grrrrrr.. i want to go! nvm.. [...........]

anyways, i finished chionging some idol dramas on crunchyroll and i love it :)
gave up some games..
cooked for bf..
:)

anyways, i spend most of the time working [repeating again, emphasising! haha]

i wan to change blogskin.. maybe create one for myself?
not creative enuff but just wan something bright..
like white, pink, baby blue, baby pink, orange? yellow?
anything except black though it's my fav.

how?
try my best bah :)

anyways, i went to ah gong celebration and i took pictures with my cousins!
intially wanted the 12-cousins-photo but couple of them went over to another relative's hse to play.. grrrr..
love tokin to my cousins..
i'm most talkative.. :P

pictures later.. :)
i'll upload them 1st :)

Freedom Finally

2007-03-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

the long awaited freedom from tep!

:) LOLx

anyways, i finished my TEP earlier because i took full day leave today..

*was supposed to go BTT but late*
2nd time FAILED >.<

haha..
anyways, one annoucement : I LOVE MY BF ALOT!
:P randomly say de..
LOLx

ok, ytd went shopping with piggy and reen..
not bad sia..
got the pair of 'sandals' type i want..
BUT spoil today..
so got the other pair that i like..
i'm a massive destruction machine..
spoil things easily.

:) he bought it for me :)

anyways, YTD, BEEPIG almost had an accident..
lights were RED, and CARS goin our direction = STOP
obviously cars coming down ma..
SHE had the cheek to CROSS!
whaa..
so many cars.. near the expressway oso!!
den i quickly pull her back b4 she make many many cars bang!

*thank me huh!!*

[Update (16Apr) : I forgot what i wan to write cause this is like 2 weeks ago. But I just randomly post it bah :)]

To Zanarkand Classical Guitar

2007-03-30T02:26:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, i wonder why people tell me classicals suck~

when it's actually the most beautiful scores ever..

And i believe the guitar can always play out the truest feelings of oneself.. ^^,

why must ring be on the 4th finger?

2007-03-28T15:29:00.000+08:00

为什么婚戒要带在无名指上。。
Why wedding must be on the 4th finger..

请照着步骤做，你会发现上天造人的奥妙
Pls follow the steps given

1、首先大家伸出两手，将中指向下弯曲，对靠在一起，就是中指的背跟背靠在一起
Firstly, with both of your centre fingers bend, put your hands together with the centre fingers facing back to back

2、然后将其他的4个手指分别指尖对碰
Secondly, place the rest of the fingers tip to tip

3、在开始游戏的正题之前，请确保以下过程中，5个手指只允许一对手指分开
Now the game begins, follow the below arrangement, only 1 finger can spilt at a time

4、请张开你们那对大母指，大母指代表我们的父母，能够张开，每个人都会有生老病死，父母也会有一天离我们而去
Try splitting open your thumbs. You'll realized it's easy to do so. Your thumbs represents your parents, it can be seperated because your parents will leave you one day, as they will aged and die before you

5、请大家合上大母指，再张开食指，食指代表兄弟姐妹，他们也都会有自己的家世，也会离开我们
Now close up your thumb, and open your second finger. This finger represents brothers and sisters. They will have their own family someday which is why they will leave us too

6、请大家合上食指，再张开小母指，小母指代表子女，子女长大后，迟早有一天，会有自己的家庭生活，也会离开我们
Now close up your second finger, and open up your litter finger. This represents your children. Sooner or later they too will leave us for they have to make a living and have their own family.

7、那么，请大家合上小母指，再试着张开无名指。这个时候，大家会惊奇的发现无名指怎么也张不开，因为无名指代表夫妻，是一辈子不分离的
Lastly, close up your litter finger, and try to open your 4th finger which we put our wedding ring on. You will be surprise to find that it cannot be open at all. Because it represents husband and wife, this whole life you will be attached to each other.

真正的爱，粘在一起后，是永生永世都分不开的
Real love will stick together ever and forever

在命相学上也是这样
It's the same in fortune telling
大姆指代表父母
The thumb represents parents
食指代表兄弟
Second finger represents brothers & sisters
中指代表自己
Centre finger represents own self
无名指代表配偶
Fourth finger represents your partner
小指代表子女
Last finger represents your children

OMG! it's so true..
*cries*
i want to wear the ring on my 4th finger forever :)
love love~
:)

random thoughts

2007-03-28T15:12:00.000+08:00

always my random thoughs :)

my blogname change.. without the - <--
actually, everyone's blog with the dash '-' .. all cannot go into :(
sad sia..

LOLx..

anyways.. thinking of changing my blog skin..
something that i can design of?
but my decorative skills is n0ob..
LOLx..

monday going annice bday chalet..
love her to bits :)

but, i love my coreen and beeting more..
kekeke..

anyways.. im gonna spend my 1 month to work work work..
so that i can save up enough money to pay my teacher for the guitar :)

i love kevin too. he's a nice teacher..
oh, and i LOVE my boyfriend the most..
he's the best teacher in the world!
^^,

im gonna spend the time of my holidays to do up something special for my friends..
because this will be the last time me being with them
:(

i hate leaving.. but we must part one day..

朋友，再见！

:(

2007-03-20T11:16:00.000+08:00

hmm, nothing much..
broke..
sad..
sighs..

ytd work with my manager..
den she tell me alot about trust in a relationship.
yeah, i think i am wrong.

but i dont like to be compare too..
a girl who goes out drinking and u can compare me with her?

i will think i'm much perfect..
but my manager makes me know my mistake..
i love her for that..

that's how we see..
我所看不到的事情，旁观者都看的到。。

:)
i love him
i DO! and i dont lied about it.

男性朋友是比不上我的老公的!
yeahs!

these days with coreen and beeting is really fun..
guess i really love them.
because they are my 猪朋狗友！

love them to bits :)

anyways, i finally did finish my projects!
3 cheers to sabbriina! :)

LOLx. upcoming tep stopover blah blah blah..
and we can rest for one month :)

SHIT

2007-03-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

blogger have some errors.. and wad i wanted to post is all gone.
dun feel like posting liaos..

BLOCK LEAVE FINISH LA!
1ST DAY WORK.
LIKE THAT.. LIKE SHIT..
MAKE ME RETYPE.. OTHER DAYS THAN BLOG.. SHITTY DAY!

sighs

2007-03-17T00:14:00.000+08:00

night crawl in.
overtaken the daylights.

homes; everyone should be at now.
some night owlers are out.
to spend their night away.

some families are sleeping; missing out every moments.

i would rather be sleeping.
than to be here, wide awake.

i would rather to be deaf.
than to hear all the noises u make.

if ever, money could cure.
if ever, we were rich.
if ever.
will it ever come?

or i have to slog my way through it.

I'm bad :P

2007-03-07T09:20:00.000+08:00

On the last day of CNY, our whole family have dinner at my cousin house again!
We helped him do his 'grammar-mistakes' report!
gosh!

:P:P

seeing him so hardworking, it makes me SMILE.
*gah, so mushy*

cus he's NT, but he is studying..
NOT BAD!

i hope he can get a good course in ITE *N LEVELS tis yr*
den he can actually go poly if good results!
JIAYOU biao di!

well, their ginuea pig MUST be really scared of me..
cause i keep 'torturing' it.

taking DOZEN of pictures for it..

"What??!! Taking my picture again?"

"I'm in cage, stop it!"

"Okay, hiding here.. AND U STILL CAN TAKE MY PICTURE?"

lolx.. the pigg really scared till hiding from me..

i swear!

come on..

it's for my cousin's sake..

*he even ask me for the photos*

it's super duper cute la..

except the ginneaaa keep dropiing hair..

yikes..

too much salt, piggy!

the day before, my aunt treat us eat..
we sat in her new car..

duper cool sia..

got tv, dvd player, the tv even shows the back of ur car when u reverse.. *camera thingy*

den it tells the temperature inside and outside the vehicle..

lolx

but my mum prefer sports car, like him..

Mazda 8 <-- our *me and him* future car..

Our future car, in the same color too! >.<

Interior of the car

*Picture courtersy of mazda's webby*

anyways, after the dinner on saturday, i went over to ed's hse for another round of mahjong again ^^,

another noob round of losing and more losing..

hate it!

NO MORE MAHJONGs FOR ME!

*BLEAHS!*

Wil, Ed's Cousin, Ed

hahaha..
taking pay soon..

really need to save to buy my guitar ^^,
tata.. that's all..

P.S Friday, i'm offically going to watch movie with~ beeting and coreen~! yays!

mahjong kakies~

2007-03-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

the crane i make for beepig ^^

my way of spelling it..

today, beepig was angry at me..
because i took flexi in the morn.

couldnt wake up on time, and i HEARD my dad left at 8.49am.
the time i saw when i held onto my precious handphone.

gah, i am late again.
wish time will always stop for me.
so that i can have sleep, sleep and more sleep.

anyways, coreen took flexi on my behalf ^^,
dear dear today goin running ^^,

anyways, did my draft report on the new developments..
haha, hope i really can do up everything by next week ^^,

after school, me and beepig and coreen went to hougang mall..
*supposed to go P.S to buy The Face Shop's nail polish, top, base coat*
(their nail polish not bad wors ^^)
we keep making fun of coreen ^^,
*coreen, dun angry wors!*

coreen's tornado-style hair by beepig the hairstylist

the "ren" word hairstyle by beepig again!

but i like all the jokes beepig make.. hehe..
we went to eat ice cream
macadamia nuts is nice *forgot name.. might spell wrong*
beepig choose strawberry not nice one! :P
*bleahs*

den we went to find shoes for me :)
no strap shoes that's not high heels..
shit.
really need 1 to go to school :(
den we went to mini toons..

i bought a fai cai tile-like-massage de..
and my cute pink-fluffly-angel handphone strap..
i sounds like a young kiddo.
but i really like these ^^,

intend to have mahjong whole night like last week..

however!
eddie's cousin cmi.
den ar.. we cannot go
so i ended up playing mahjong on my comp, and use my fai cai to massage myself..
:(

the night mahjong with "kakies" and my "fa cai"! >.<

i'm so sad.. :(:(:(

-planning to do exercise tomorrow!*

bloged

2007-02-27T12:39:00.001+08:00

ok la.. i know beepig wants me to blog about the lunch we had yesterday :P

keep askin me to blog.
but i hate blogging without pictures.. GAH!

yesterday, me and coreen and beeepig and amanda and melissa went to J8~
we want to have lunch there and walk walk..

beeting's new shoes!

we spend 1 hour searching for the places we want to eat in..!!
went to swensens, delifrance, pastamania, mcd, alot alot lehs!
den we finally found the place, cafecartel~

beepig ask us to have set lunch, so we eat lor!
eat the breaded chicken because cannot eat beef sia.. LOLx..

den we go take bread for everyone..
we went to take 3 times wors..
LI HAI sia..

when the drinks came, i got the least tea!
SO UNFAIR, and beepig got the most..
den she keep saying.. *after drinking 1 mouthful, "hai shi pi ni duo"*
-_____-

hehe.. anyways, we were very full when the main course came,
so me and beepig eat a bit and play with the food..
*decorate it as another dish* :P

our own "deco".. the chicken looks like luncheon meat

no photographs until i go home.. HEHE
den we had our desserts!!
yays~

ice cream in waffle biscuit! ^^

nice wors..
love eating ice cream :P
after that, amanda and melissa go first..
den we go walk walk..

^^,
today we goin grassroots! YAYS!
duno can go anot.. cus coreen not back yet :(

RED BULLS~

2007-02-24T10:18:00.000+08:00

Red Bull gives u wings~~~~~~
haha, yesterday took flexi.. at 2.30pm..

and really ar, so sway.. zhunzhun must 2.30pm leave cause Mrwong wanna meet us.. >.<

anyways, had a fun time with coreen and beeting before we left..

cause we were playing around and makin fun of coreen's yahoo thingy.. :P

this red bull was given to us by a pretty girl ^^,

cause coreen walk down the stairs and *piaks*

fall flat on her butty~

den beeting keep laughing.. and laughing

den the pretty girlgirl came and gave us the RED BULL

*so that coreen will be awaken and wont fall down again*

LOLx~ the girl said that sia.. funny..

Our RED BULLS~